Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXX, No. 5, May 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXX, No. 5, May 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Loved me!” exclaimed the young man, impetuously, “loved me! ay! fondled
me when I was a curled stripling, as one would fondle an ape or a
popinjay! loved me, forsooth! until he found that I aspired to his fair
daughter’s hand, and then—spurned me—spurned me from his door like a
nameless cur! Loved me! Great God! I marvel at you, Margaret!”
“And I both marvel at you, and grieve for you, Lionel,” cried the fair
girl, indignantly. “You are unkind, unreasonable, and ungenerous. I
thought you had come hither to say farewell, before riding forth to win
honor in the field of loyalty; I thought you had come hither to speak
kindly with the woman you pretend to love, the woman whom you may not
see again for months, for years, perhaps forever. I thought you had come
hither as a man, to console a fond girl’s sorrows, to point a sad girl’s
hopes, to strengthen a frail girl’s weakness. I thought you had come
hither, nobly and manfully, and generously, as it should beseem the
king’s cavalier, to give and to derive strength for the endurance of
long separation, the struggling against hard trial—and how do I find
you, captious, unreasonable, jealous-spirited, unkind—seeking to
afflict, not to console; to take away, not to give hope; to unnerve, not
to strengthen. Now, out upon you, Lionel, I say—out upon you, and for
shame! Is this the frame of mind wherein a gentleman should part from
the lady of his love? Is this the high prophetic spirit which pointed
you erewhile to fields of honor, and to deeds of glory, which should
perforce win the consent—the reluctant consent, if you will—of my
father, and compel him to be proud of his daughter’s chosen husband,
even as he was fond of his daughter’s youthful playmate? Out upon you, I
say, Lionel. It almost shames me to confess that I have loved, to
confess that I still love one so high and spirited to aim at great
things afar off, so faint-souled when it comes to the touch to win
them.”
She spoke fervently, indignantly; and as she spoke her tall form seemed
to dilate to a grander and more majestic height, and her soft blue eye
flashed, and her pale cheek kindled with the glow of proud and generous
emotion.
Lionel gazed at her half in admiration, half in wonder; for though he
had seen her in many moods, and admired her loveliness in many guises,
never had he seen so much of animation, so much of high-born, haughty
fire in her air, as at this moment; yet, though his mind was moved by
her eloquent words, and his heart touched by the justice of her tender,
although spirited remonstrance, he answered again ungenerously,
resisting the promptings of his better nature, which would have led him
to cast himself down at her feet, and confess his injustice and
ill-temper; but no, man to the last, unjust to woman, he kicked against
the pricks of conscience, and said harshly,
“Proud! proud!—you are proud, too, Margaret. There spoke the temper of
Sir Hugh! There spoke the haughty heart of the proud Claverings.”
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