Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 4, October 1847 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 4, October 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 4, October 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Doctor,” she said, “beyond the seas I have a family, father, sisters
and friends, whom I long loved till the day when I loved William; but
then I closed my heart against those who spurned my friend. William’s
father forbade him to love me, because he was too noble for the daughter
of an American planter; my father forbade me to love William, for he was
too proud to give his daughter to a man whose family would not have
welcomed her with love. They would have separated us—but we loved! For
a long time we implored, wept, asked forgiveness of those to whom we
owed obedience, but they were inflexible—and we loved each other!
Doctor, have you ever loved? I hope so, that you may be indulgent to us.
We were privately married and fled toward France. Oh! how beautiful the
sea appeared to me the first days of our love! It was hospitable for the
two fugitives. Wandering in the midst of the waves, we passed happy
hours seated in the shade of the large sails of the vessel, dreaming of
the pardon of our parents, and seeing nothing but joy in the future.
Alas! it did not come to pass thus: they wished to pursue us, and by the
aid of some irregularity of form in our clandestine marriage, William’s
ambitious family harbored the cruel idea of separating us. We have taken
refuge in these mountains and woods, under an assumed name, and live
unknown. My father did not pardon me, no, he cursed me! this is the
reason, doctor, why I cannot always be gay even with William by my
side.”
Good God! how they loved. Never have I known a soul given to another,
like that of Eva Meredith to her husband. Whatever employment she chose,
she always placed herself where she might see William on raising her
eyes. She read no book but that he read: with her head reclining on her
husband’s shoulder, her eyes would follow the same lines that his
traced; she even wished they both might have the same thoughts at the
same time; and when I crossed the garden to reach the house, I could not
sometimes refrain from smiling at seeing on the sand the traces of Eva’s
little feet beside the foot prints of William. What a difference,
ladies, between that solitary old house you see before you, and the
pretty dwelling of my young friends—how flowers covered the walls and
bouquets rested on all the tables, how many pleasant books of love tales
resembled their love, and blithe birds sung around them. Oh! it was
something to live and be beloved by those who loved so well. But mark
how much reason we have in saying that our happy days are not long on
this earth, and that God, who creates happiness, bestows but little
here.
One morning Eva Meredith seemed to be in pain. I questioned her with all
the interest I felt for her, but she said hastily—
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