Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 2, August 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 2, August 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Oh! yes, I love them—I love them dearly, father. I would do any thing
for any one of them; I would give up any thing I have got to make them
happy. Oh yes, I love Anna Harlande, and Rose Merrivale, and Mary
Mitford, dearly, but—but—”
“But you love not their company, you would say, would you not, my
child?”
“That is not what I was about to say; but I know not how it is, their
merriment is so loud, and their glee so very joyous, that it seems to me
that I cannot sympathize with them in their joy, as I can in their
sorrow; and they view things with eyes so different from mine, and laugh
at thoughts that go nigh to make me weep, and see or feel so little of
the loveliness of Nature, and care so little for what I care most of
all, soft, sad poetry, or heart-stirring romance, or inspired music,
that when I am among them, I _do_ almost long to be away from them all,
in the calm of this pleasant chamber, or in the fragrance of my bower
beside the stream. And I do feel my spirit jangled and perplexed by
their light-hearted, thoughtless mirth, as one feels at hearing a false
note struck in the midst of a sweet symphony. What is this? what means
this, my father?”
“It is a gift, Theresa,” replied the old man, half mournfully. “It means
that you are endowed rarely, by God himself, with powers the most
unusual, the most wondrous, the most beautiful, most high and godlike of
any which are allowed to mortals. I have seen this long, long ago—I
have mused over it; hoped, prayed, that it might not be so; nay, striven
to repress the germs of it in your young spirit, yet never have I spoken
of it until now; for I knew not that you were conscious, and would not
be he that should awaken you to the consciousness of the grand but
perilous possession which you hold, delegated to you direct from
Omnipotence.”
He paused, and she gazed at him with lips apart, and eyes wide in
wonder. The color died away in a sort of mysterious awe from her warm
cheek. The blood rushed tumultuously to her heart. She listened
breathless and amazed. Never had she heard him speak thus, never
imagined that he felt thus, before—yet now that she did hear, she felt
as though she were but listening again to that which she had heard many
times before; and though she understood not his words altogether, they
had struck a kindred chord in her inmost soul, and while its vibration
was almost too much for her powers of endurance, it yet told her that
his words were true.
She could not for her life have bid him go on, but for worlds she would
not have failed to hear him out.
He watched the changed expression of her features, and half struck with
a feeling of self-reproach that he should have created doubts, perhaps
fears, in that ingenuous soul, smiled on her kindly, and asked in a
confident tone—
“You have felt this already, have you not, my child?”
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