Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Then you _are_ hurt, then you _are_ angry with me. Then I have no
influence over you.”
“Cease, cease, Theresa. It is better, it is necessary—I must go for
awhile, until I have weaned myself from this desperate feeling, until I
shall have accustomed myself to think of you, to regard you as a sister
only; until I shall have schooled myself so far as to be able to
contemplate you without agony as not only not being mine—but being
another’s.”
“Would it—would it be agony to you, Durzil? Then mark me, I never,
never will be another’s.”
“Madness!” he answered, firmly; “madness and wickedness, too, Theresa.
Neither man or woman were intended by the great Maker to be solitary
beings. God forbid, if you cannot be mine, that I should be so selfish
as to wish your life barren, and your heart loveless. No; love, Theresa,
when you can, only love wisely; and the day shall come when it will add
to my happiness to see and know you happy in the love of one whom you
can love, and who shall love you as you must be loved. Never speak again
as you did but now, Theresa. And now, dearest girl, I will leave you.
Rest yourself awhile, and compose yourself, and then go if you will to
your good father.”
“Shall I—shall I tell him,” she faltered, “what has passed between us?”
“As you will, as you judge best, Theresa. I am no advocate for
concealment, still less for deceit—but here there is none of the
latter, and to tell him this might grieve his kind spirit.”
“You are wise—you are good. God bless you.”
“And you, Theresa,” and he passed his arm calmly across her shoulder,
and bending over, pressed his lips, calmly as a father’s kiss on her
pure brow. “Fare you well.”
“You are not going—going to leave us now?”
“Not to-day—not to-day, Theresa.”
“Nor to-morrow?” she said, beseechingly.
“Nor to-morrow,” he replied, after a moment’s hesitation, “but soon. Now
compose yourself, my dear little girl. Farewell, and God bless you.”
CHAPTER V.
_The Parting._
Addio Teresa, Teresa addio.
No pianger, bella, no pianger, no.
Quando To ritorno
Ti rivedro.
After scenes of great excitement there ever follows a sort of listless
languor; and, as in natural commotions the fiercest elemental strife is
oftentimes succeeded by the stillest calms, so in the agitations of the
human breast, the most tumultuous passions are followed frequently, if
not invariably, by a sort of quiet which resembles, though it is not,
indifference.
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