Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Perfectly, madam, perfectly. You have made marvelous strides of late,
upon my honor! Yesterday morning an unsophisticated country maiden—this
morning a courtly, quick-witted, manœuvring, fine lady! God send you,
much good of the change, though I doubt it. I can see all, read all,
plainly enough now—poor Durzil Bras-de-fer is not high enough, I trow,
for my dainty lady! Perchance, when he is farther off, he may be better
liked, and more needed. At all events, I did not look for this at your
hands, Theresa, on the last morning, too, that we shall spend together
for so long a time.”
Angry as she was, and indignant at the dictatorial manner he had assumed
toward her, these last words disarmed her in a moment. A tear rose to
her eyes, and she held out her hand to him kindly.
“You are right, Durzil,” she said, “and I was wrong to be so angry. But
you vexed me, and wounded me by your manner. I am sorry; I ought to have
remembered that you were going to leave us, and that you have some cause
to be grieved and irritable. Pardon me, Durzil, and forget what I said
hastily. We must not quarrel, for we have no friends save one another,
and my dear old father.”
But Durzil’s was no placable mind, nor one that could divest itself
readily of a preconceived idea. “Oh!” he replied, “for that, fair young
ladies never lack friends. For every old one they cast off they win two
new ones. See, if it be not so, Theresa. Is it not so with you?”
She looked at him reproachfully, but softly, and then burst into tears.
“You are ungenerous,” she said, “ungenerous. But all men, I suppose, are
alike in this—that they can feel no friendship for a woman. So long as
they hope for her love, all is submission on their part, and humility,
and gentleness, and lip-service—once they cannot win that, all is
bitterness and persecution. I did not look for this at _your_ hand! But
_I_ will not quarrel with you, Durzil. I dealt frankly with you yester
morning; I have dealt affectionately with you ever; I will deal tenderly
and forgivingly with you now. I only wish that you had not sought this
interview with me, the only object of which appears to have been the
embittering the last hours of our intercourse, and the endeavoring to
wring and wound my heart. But I—”
“If you had dealt frankly with me,” he interrupted her, very angrily,
“you would have told me honestly that you loved another.”
“Loved another! What do you mean? What other?”
So evident was the truth, the sincerity of her astonishment, that
jealousy itself was rebuked and put to silence in the young man’s bosom;
and he endeavored to avoid or change the subject. But the womanly
indignation of the fair girl was now awakened; her pride had been
touched; her delicacy wounded; her sensibilities availed in the
tenderest point.
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