Grey Wethers: A Romantic NovelSackville-West, V. (Victoria)
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Grey Wethers: A Romantic Novel
Sackville-West, V. (Victoria)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Romance fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
She sat down in his worn old leather chair, took off her hat, and
hung it on the chair-knob. She seemed to him to light the room by her
presence, the room which was dingy if not actually poor, and which had
never before had in it anything so delicate and fresh as Clare with
her muslins and her small yellow head leaning against the chair-back.
But he was afraid almost of speaking to her, lest he should scare her
away, so like was she to some small shy animal which by wary gentleness
he should have enticed into his home. “You are wearing all the colours
of the dawn,” he said, “lavender and primrose,” and ceased because he
dared not go on to the blue of her eyes, that he thought like the blue
of the early sky.
She smiled at him. “You have made no garden here, in all your twenty
years,” she said. “You should build a wall round a square enclosure,
and fill the beds between your paths. The wall would protect you
against the wind and you should grow lupin and iris and tulips,
honesty, sweet sultan, and snapdragons, and a path down the centre
between cottage lilies and China roses.”
She was speaking against her own convictions; she infinitely preferred
her Downs uncultivated; but her instinct, strangely indulgent towards
Calladine, told her what would most comfort him.
“I have no heart to do such things,” he replied, “but since you order
it I will set about it immediately.”
“Mr. Calladine,” she said, leaning forward, “when you answer me so
gravely, are you indeed serious, or are you laughing at me in your
sleeve?”
“Serious! you can have no idea how serious,” he exclaimed, tempted to
speak out his whole heart, as he had never before been tempted, by the
sight of her earnest eyes; and he got up, and walked about the room.
“Don’t you know, that your caprice would be my only interest? my only
law? You are the only person,” he said, recollecting himself, “that has
taken an interest in my poor concerns,--cared whether I steeped myself
in sorrow or dragged myself out into the wholesomeness of a new life.”
(“Ah,” cried Clare’s conscience within her, “how little I have cared!”)
“But for you,” he went on, “I should have continued in my dejection;
only your encouragement, lately, has revived me, and I have realised
that I was not the old and finished man I had resigned myself to be. If
you order me a garden, I will turn gardener at fifty,--if you, that is,
will be my critic and my adviser, if you will command me to do this and
do that.”
She saw, then, how easily swayed he was, and how an idea could take
possession of his mind, for beyond an occasional kindness she could not
be said to have interested herself at all in his concerns or to have
encouraged him to forsake the gloomy ways of retrospect or his solitary
habits of life. Still she was very glad that his imagination should be
able to thrive on such meagre nourishment; it did her no harm, and she
was glad if it might do him good.
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