Grit LawlessYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
Grit Lawless
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Africa -- Fiction
"Oh! I don't know..." She sat up suddenly. "I try not to think of
it," she said... "It's another instance of waste... waste and failure.
All the years I've known him--"
She looked at the other woman, and her eyes softened. "Perhaps if he
had felt the influence of a good woman he might have made a better thing
of life."
CHAPTER NINE.
Mrs Lawless stood on the stoep in the fading light and watched her
friend drive away. In the east the intense blue of the sky had deepened
to purple, and here and there a pale star lay, like a jewel in its azure
setting, ready to adorn the sombre robes of night. The light breeze had
dropped at sundown. There was no stir, no movement anywhere, no sound
to awake the stillness. The strong scent of many flowers perfumed the
languid, sensuous air which as yet gave no sign of the near approach of
winter... if there can be any winter in a land where there is always
sunshine, where the trees never bare their branches, and the flowers are
ever in bloom.
She leaned her arms on the broad rail, and stared unseeingly before her
through the foliage of the mimosa trees into the blue distance. The
expression of her face was troubled, and a gleam of resentment shone in
the proud eyes. So her summons was to be disregarded! His mistress
claimed all his leisure, and he had no time to spare for anyone else.
She had waited in three days in the hope that he would come, had spent
three lonely evenings so that if he chose to call on her at night he
would find her ready to receive him. And he had neither come nor sent a
message. She had almost ceased to expect him, had almost ceased to wish
to see him. The mood that had moved her to write to him had passed.
She felt cold now, and indifferent; and the futility of the task she had
thought to undertake struck her in a new and more forcible light. Was
it worth it? ... Was she not wasting time that might be more profitably
employed? ... Was she not harrowing her feelings to no purpose?
She went indoors and sat down at the piano and played to herself. She
was a brilliant pianist, and it was a custom of long standing to soothe
herself with music when her mind was disturbed. It was in her sad
moments--occasionally also in her moods of anger--that she oftenest
played.
The light outside faded; it grew dark in the room. A native entered,
lighted the shaded lamps, and noiselessly retired. Zoe Lawless played
on. She did not hear the ring at the bell that followed shortly on the
servant's exit; she was not aware that anyone had come until the door
was thrown open by the same quiet servitor, who ushered in Mr Lawless,
and then again retired and closed the door behind him.
Mrs Lawless turned slowly on the stool, and then stood up. She gave
the visitor no greeting, and, beyond a slight bow, he made no move to
greet her either. But he looked at her curiously as she stood facing
him, and she observed with failing courage that his eyes were stern and
hard.
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