Thomas's religion was no sign of this yet; for a man
can no more be saved by the mere reflex of parental influences than he
will be condemned by his inheritance of parental sins. I do not say
that there is no interest in the emotions of such young people; but I
say there is not reality enough in them to do anything with. They are
neither consistent nor persistent enough to be wrought into form. Such
are in the condition over which, in the miracle-play, Adam laments to
Eve after their expulsion from Paradise--
"Oure hap was hard, _oure wytt was nesche_ (_soft, tender_) To paradys
whan we were brought."
Mr. Boxall lived in an old-fashioned house in Hackney, with great rooms
and a large garden. Through the latter he went with Mr. Worboise and
Tom to let them out at a door in the wall, which would save them a few
hundred yards in going to the North London Railway. There were some
old trees in the garden, and much shrubbery. As he returned he heard
a rustle among the lilacs that crowded about a side-walk, and thought
he saw the shimmer of a white dress. When he entered the drawing-room,
his daughter Jane entered from the opposite door. He glanced round
the room: Mr. Wither was gone. This made Mr. Boxall suspicious and
restless; for, as I have said, he had not confidence in Mr. Wither.
Though punctual and attentive to business, he was convinced that he
was inclined to be a fast man; and he strongly suspected him of being
concerned in betting transactions of different sorts, which are an
abomination to the man of true business associations and habits.
Mr. Worboise left the house in comfortable spirits, for Providence had
been propitious to him for some months past, and it mattered nothing
to him whether or how the wind blew. But it blew from the damp west
cold and grateful upon Thomas's brow. The immediate influence of the
wine he had drunk had gone off, and its effects remained in discomfort
and doubt. Had he got himself into a scrape with Mary Boxall? He had
said nothing to her. He had not committed himself to anything. And the
wind blew cooler and more refreshing upon his forehead. And then came
a glow of pleasure as he recalled her blush and the glance she had
so timidly lifted toward his lordly face. That was something to be
proud of! Certainly he was one whom women--I suppose he said _girls_
to himself--were ready to--yes--to fall in love with. Proud position!
Enviable destiny! Before he reached home the wind had blown away every
atom of remorse with the sickly fumes of the wine; and although he
resolved to be careful how he behaved to Mary Boxall in future, he
hugged his own handsome idea in the thought that she felt his presence,
and was--just a little--not dangerously--but really a little in love
with him.
CHAPTER IV.
GUILD COURT.
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