The sensation was awful.
One moment I fancied I was in London, amid old associations and boon
companions, the next I seemed in some out-of-the-way place, lonely and
forgotten. Presently I saw the grave, beautiful face of Vera, and then
it gave place to that of a middle-aged man, whose sinister features
puckered into a hideous mocking smile.
I tried to collect my thoughts, to shape them, to think; but it was no
use.
The pains returned more acutely than before. I essayed to cry out, but
my dry, parched tongue clave to the roof of my mouth. I felt weak and
ill, and my agony was so intense I was convinced if it continued I
should go mad or die.
Perhaps it grew too much for me, for as the throbbing in my temples
increased, I experienced a sickening sensation of giddiness, and again
became insensible.
I must have fainted.
Slowly I struggled back to consciousness, only to find myself stretched
at full length upon a heap of mouldy straw, with a black, impenetrable
darkness around me. The place was cold and damp, and as soon as I was
able I rose and commenced to feel the dimensions of my strange
apartment.
It was not large, I found, but its four bare stone walls, through which
water oozed in places, the large iron ring fixed into the masonry, and
the strong iron-bound door, quickly apprised me of my position.
I was in prison.
Awe-struck at finding myself under arrest, I sank upon the narrow stone
shelf which served as chair, and tried to recollect the events of the
past few hours. I knew nothing, save that I had been drugged, and by
some means conveyed there. What was my crime? Why had I been arrested?
I wondered.
Through the roof of the cell came a tiny glimmer of light, not half
sufficient to enable me to discern anything, though it was evident from
this, as well as from the sodden dampness of the walls, that my place of
confinement was underground.
The horrors of that Dantean dungeon were indescribable. Before I had
lodged at the expense of the Russian Government a few days, the fearful
suspense and agony of mind had already added years to my age.
As I sat, desponding and forlorn, I experienced for the first time,
regret that I had ever known Vera Seroff. All my good resolutions not
to prejudge her went to the winds, and I found myself regretting from
the bottom of my heart that I, who had passed unscathed through many a
mad infatuation, had permitted myself to become so enamoured and
fascinated by her irresistible charms.
Fool that I was to be so blind to her false assumption of injured
innocence, to believe that she ever entertained any affection for me, or
to imagine that by undertaking a journey across the continent I could
render her a service.
And that crotchety old bore, Hertzen. Surely I must have been wilfully
undiscerning not to have detected a closer tie between them. No doubt
she was his wife, or, yet more probable--no relation whatever.
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