I ground my teeth and paced the slimy stone floor in anger as I thought
how ingeniously I had been tricked; how from the beginning I had been an
unresisting dupe in the hands of a heartless, designing woman. She must
indeed be sadly wanting in womanly love and tenderness to be a party to
this vile plot, whatever its object might be. Doubtless she knew of my
arrest, and from her place of safety laughed with satisfaction as she
reflected upon her own cleverness.
These and a thousand other thoughts surged through my brain as I walked
to and fro in hopeless dejection. Alone, heart-broken at realising my
idol shattered, that she whom I believed immaculate and loved so dearly
was base and false, I felt utterly indifferent to what my fate might be,
only desiring not to be kept in that horrible suspense, but to know the
worst.
If it were death, what would it matter? Though young, I had seen the
world, tasted of its pleasures, and grown _blase_. The sun of my
existence was the hope of making Vera my wife, yet now it was blotted
out I cared no longer to live, for my life in future would be one of
blank despair.
After a few hours I heard a rattling in the lock, a jingle of keys, and
the door opened, revealing the brawny form of a man bearing a lantern.
It was my jailer.
He held in his hand a basin containing soup and some black bread, which
he placed upon the floor without deigning to bestow a word upon me.
As he turned to leave I rose and, clutching his arm, addressed him in
French.
Turning the light full upon my face, he took a couple of paces backward,
fearing perhaps that I was about to attack him.
"Why am I here?" I asked. "Tell me, what is the crime I am accused
of?"
He regarded me for a moment in surprise, answering:
"How should I know?"
"But surely you are aware who brought me here?"
"The _gorodovoi_, I suppose," he grunted savagely.
"And what is this detestable place called?" I asked.
"The Fortress; the prison from which no man has ever been known to
escape."
"Are its bolts and bars so strong?"
"Yes, and there is no way out for convicts unless they swim the Neva,"
the man replied, grinning with satisfaction.
"Are you not aware of my crime?" I asked, persuasively.
"No, I know nothing about it. My business is not with the crime but
with the criminal," he growled.
"I am an Englishman--a foreigner--and cannot be supposed to know your
laws. Is this what you term justice in Russia--to imprison a man
without trial?"
"You have had your trial and been condemned. In the sentence passed
upon you by the Court you were told the crime for which you must
suffer."
"Condemned!" I cried. "Condemned for what? Why, I have had no trial.
I have never been before the Court!"
He turned from me, and as he did so, muttered:
"Ah! just what I thought--mad. These cells below the river always
affect their brains."
In another moment the key turned heavily in the lock, the bolts shot
into their sockets, and I was again alone.
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