"Margaret and Monica saw you sitting on Guy's knee. In any case I would
rather you never did that. In any case ... yes ... but in a place where
people passing might have seen ... yes, would have seen ... oh, it was
inexcusable.... I shall have to make much stricter rules...."
"Are you going to speak to Guy about this?" Pauline asked. The house
seemed to be whirling away like a leaf, such a shattering of her love
were these words of her mother.
"How can I speak to Guy about it?" Mrs. Grey demanded irritably. "How
can I, Pauline? It has nearly choked me to speak to you."
"I think Monica and Margaret are almost wicked," Pauline cried in
flames. "They are trying to destroy everything. They are, they are. No,
Mother, you shan't defend them. I knew they felt guilty when they went
out of the room like that. How dare they put horrible thoughts in your
mind? How dare they? They're cruel to me. And you're cruel to me. I
don't understand what's happening to everybody. You'll make me hate you
all, if you speak like that."
She rushed from the nursery and went first to the music-room where
Margaret was sounding deep notes, hanging over her violoncello, and
where Monica was playing one of those contained, somewhat frigid
accompaniments.
"Margaret and Monica," said Pauline standing in the doorway. "You're
never to dare to speak about me to Mother as you must have spoken this
afternoon. Because neither of you have any emotion but conceit and
selfishness, you shall not be jealous of Guy and me. Margaret, you can
have no heart. I shall write to Richard and tell him you're heartless.
Don't smile down at your violoncello. You shall not rule me into being
like yourself. Oh, I'll never play music with either of you again."
Then she left them and in her white room for an hour she listened
hopelessly to the trolling wind.
_November_
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