In this transformation, it seemed as if the two natures struggled within
her. She trembled, and gazed around her as if she had awoke from a
frightful dream. Running to a slender beech, she held fast to it for
support, then climbed to the top of the tree, as lithely as a cat, and
clung fast to it. There she sat like a frightened squirrel, sat there
all through the long day in the deep solitude of the forest, where all
is still and death-like as they say. Yet a pair of butterflies fluttered
about at play or in quarrel; there were ant-hills close by with many
hundreds of busy little creatures that crowded backwards and forwards.
Countless gnats danced in the air, swarm upon swarm; hosts of buzzing
flies chased each other about; birds, dragon-flies, and other small
winged creatures filled the air. The earth-worm crept out from the moist
soil, the mole raised itself above the ground. In all else it was still
and death-like around, or what one calls death-like indeed! Nothing took
any notice of little Helga, except the jays, which flew screaming around
the top of the tree where she was sitting. They jumped along the
branches near her in daring inquisitiveness. One glance of her eye was
enough to chase them away again; but they could not quite make her out,
neither could she understand herself.
When evening was near, and the sun began to go down, her approaching
change called her to movement again. She let herself slide down from the
tree, and when the last ray of the sun disappeared, she sat there in
the toad’s shrunken form, with the webbed skin of her hands lacerated,
but her eyes now sparkled with a brilliancy of beauty which they had
scarcely possessed before, even in her beautiful human shape. They were
now the gentle eyes of a pious maiden that looked from behind the
reptile’s outward shape, and told of a deepened mind, of a true human
heart. The beautiful eyes swam with tears, heavy tears that relieved her
heart.
The cross of boughs bound together with a strip of bark, the last work
of him who now lay dead and buried, was still lying on the grave she had
made. Little Helga now took it, at some unprompted impulse, and planted
it amongst the stones, over him and the slain horse. The sadness of the
recollection brought tears to her eyes, and with the grief in her heart
she traced the same sign in the earth around the grave that so
honourably enclosed the dead. As with both hands she traced the sign of
the cross, the webbing fell off like a torn glove! She washed herself in
the water of the spring, and looked with astonishment at her fine white
hands. Again she made the sign of the cross in the air between herself
and the grave; her lips quivered, her tongue moved, and that Name, which
she had heard pronounced most frequently on her ride through the forest,
came audibly from her mouth--she said, ‘Jesus Christ!’
The toad’s skin fell off: she was a beautiful young maiden; but her head
drooped wearily, her limbs needed repose--she slept.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account