Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXIII.—April, 1852.—Vol. IV.: NoneVarious
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXIII.—April, 1852.—Vol. IV.: None
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"Pshaw!" cried the lady, impatiently; "and what is that for a grief! a
day's disappointment which a day's labor can repair! To me, your
troubles seem of no more worth than a child's tears when he has broken
his newest toy! Here is Birmingham, and I must bid you farewell. Perhaps
you will open the door for me? Good-morning: you have made my journey
pleasant, and relieved my ennui. I shall be happy to see you in town,
and to help you forward in your career."
And with these words, said in a strange, indifferent, matter-of-fact
tone, as of one accustomed to all the polite offers of good society,
which mean nothing tangible, she was lifted from the carriage by a train
of servants, and borne off the platform.
I looked at the card which she placed in my hand, and read the address
of "Mrs. Arden, Belgrave-square."
I found my friend waiting for me; and in a few moments was seated before
a blazing fire in a magnificent drawing-room, surrounded with every
comfort that hospitality could offer, or luxury invent.
"Here, at least, is happiness," I thought, as I saw the family assemble
in the drawing-room before dinner. "Here are beauty, youth, wealth,
position--all that makes life valuable. What concealed skeleton can
there be in this house to frighten away one grace of existence?
None--none! They must be happy; and, oh! what a contrast to that poor
lady I met with to-day; and what a painful contrast to myself!"
And all my former melancholy returned like a heavy cloud upon my brow;
and I felt that I stood like some sad ghost in a fairy-land of beauty,
so utterly out of place was my gloom in the midst of all this gayety and
splendor.
One daughter attracted my attention more than the rest. She was the
eldest, a beautiful girl of about twenty-three, or she might have been
even a few years older. Her face was quite of the Spanish style--dark,
expressive, and tender; and her manners were the softest and most
bewitching I had ever seen. She was peculiarly attractive to an artist,
from the exceeding beauty of feature, as well as from the depth of
expression which distinguished her. I secretly sketched her portrait on
my thumb-nail, and in my own mind I determined to make her the model for
my next grand attempt at historical composition--"the Return of
Columbus." She was to be the Spanish queen; and I thought of myself as
Ferdinand; for I was not unlike a Spaniard in appearance, and I was
almost as brown.
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