Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Pacifism -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- United States -- Fiction
“Don’t talk, don’t talk,” she begged him. “I can’t breathe—let me
rest.”
“I wish it was that day now,” he said foolishly, and drew a deep
breath, and lay quiet. But in a few minutes he roused himself, his
mind struggling with a new problem. What a fool he was, wishing for
that day, when here she was, just the same as then. What was the matter
with this day?
“Wha’s the matter with this day?” he inquired, reasonably. Then he
remembered. They were lost, of course. The trail was gone—gone clean
off.
“Gone clean off,” he muttered, reproachfully. “Damn dirty trick to
play.”
Then he was shot through with his dominant consciousness. Here she was,
here she was—with him. There was something else, something that she
had said which made a reason why he should not touch her. But what was
that? It was gone—gone clean off, gone with the trail....
Back upon him came flooding the desire of the desert, as he had run
with the thought of her and with the thought of battle. Then he had
believed that she belonged to Bunchy. That was a lie and Bunchy was
a fool. Everything was different, and now here she was and nobody
knew....
He lifted himself, and scrambled forward toward her.
“We’re lost,” he said thickly. “Wha’d we care? Wha’d we care....”
He put out his arms, but they did not touch her. He swept a circle, and
they did not enclose her. Alarmed, he rose and lurched forward, feeling
out in all directions, an arm’s span. And she was not within his reach
nor within the crazy length which he ran, with outspread hands, trying
to find her.
At last his foot caught in a root and he fell, and lay there, and
began quietly weeping. Now she was gone and the trail was gone. He was
treated like a dog by both of them. He fumbled for his pack, but he had
slipped that off when he climbed the rocks, and now that was gone too.
He wept, and lay still. In a few moments he was sleeping.
IV
WHEN he awoke, he looked into soft branches, gray in dim light. The
whole mountain was lyric with birds. There was no other sound, save the
lift and touch of branches, and the chatter of a squirrel, and there
was as yet no sun.
He remembered. And with the memory, a rush of aching, eating shame
seized on him and he closed his eyes again. Then he thought that he
must have dreamed it all. And that it was impossible that such a thing
should be. Yet here he was in the woods, where she had left him because
he was a fool. Where had she gone? He sprang up, mad to find her,
possessed by the need to make amends, and by the sheer need to find her.
As he sat up, he threw off his blanket, and he marvelled that this
should have been covering him. Then he found himself looking into Lory
Moor’s face.
She was sitting near him, wrapped in her own blanket, leaning against a
tree. She was wide awake, and by all signs she had been so for a long
time, for a great cluster of mountain violets lay on her blanket.
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