Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Pacifism -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- United States -- Fiction
Once in the preceding winter when the Flag-pole mine was at last known
with certainty to be the sensation of the year, the Inger had sewed
a neat sum in the lining of his coat and had gone to inspect San
Francisco. He had wanted to see a library, and he saw one, and stood
baffled among books of which he had never heard, stammering before a
polite young woman who said, “Make out your card, please, over there,
and present it at the further desk.” He had wanted to see an art
gallery, and he went confused among alien shapes and nameless figures,
and had obediently bought a catalogue, of which he made nothing. Then
he had gone to dinner with the family of one of the stockholders, and
had suffered anguish among slipping rugs and ambiguous silver. The next
night, the new collar and cravat discarded, he had turned up in one of
his old haunts on the Barbary Coast. On his experience he made only one
comment:
“They know too damn much, and there’s too damn much they don’t know,”
he said.
But the woods he understood. All that he had hoped to feel in the
library and the art gallery and in that home, he felt when the woods
had him. Out there he was his own man.
As he went he shouted out a roaring music-hall song. Then when he
had ceased, as if he became conscious of some incongruity, he stood
still, perhaps with some vague idea of restoring silence. In a moment,
he heard something move in the tree above his head—an anxious
“Cheep—cheep!” in the leaves, as if some soft breast were beating in
fear and an inquiring head were poised, listening. Instantly he lifted
his revolver and fired, and fired again. He heard nothing. Had anything
fallen, he could certainly not have come upon it next day. It was the
need to do something.
As he cleared the wood, the lights of the town lay sparkling in a cup
of the desert. At sight of them there was something that he wanted to
do or to be. The vastness of the sky, the nearness of the stars, the
imminence of people, these possessed him. He caught off his cap, and
broke into a run, tossing back his hair like a mane.
“Damn that little town—damn it, damn it!” he chanted, like an
invocation to the desert and to the night.
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