Heimweh; The siren; The loaded gun; Liebereich; "Iupiter Tonans;" "Sis;" Thor's emerald; Guile — John Shaqi
Heimweh; The siren; The loaded gun; Liebereich; "Iupiter Tonans;" "Sis;" Thor's emerald; GuileLong, John Luther
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Heimweh; The siren; The loaded gun; Liebereich; "Iupiter Tonans;" "Sis;" Thor's emerald; Guile
Long, John Luther
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“Yes,” said John, chokingly. It was all he could say.
Betsy kept her face toward John—then toward the house—then the tallest
tree—then the steeple of the church—long after each had successively
disappeared from view. Then she bravely turned it toward the poor-house.
And John watched the wagon as it climbed hill after hill and disappeared
in valley after valley till it was lost to view.
John tried his pick and shovel again. But they were thick with rust and
very heavy. And the wounded doctor had just brought him a crutch—saying
that as he was having one made for himself he had also had one made for
John—though he could do without it. He smiled a little then and put away
forever his old and faithful tools. For a living he did what he could.
It was not much, and he and hunger came to be rare intimates.
But that youthful hope which Betsy’s last words had wrought, and its
almost savage vigor to do for her, did not depart from John.
After a while something went wrong with his head. He fancied that _she_
was still with him in the little house and always had been. Her dainty
old clothing was about everywhere to foster this. One night he dreamed
of her—that she was by his side. The dream was so real that he reached
out his arms—only to close them on the air. Then he understood for a
little that it had all been but a fancy. He lay for a long time
shuddering and passing now and then his arms through the empty
air—thinking that _might_ have been real and this the fancy. Toward
morning a wondrous thought came to him. He remembered that she had said
he was to come for her. He was to bring her back. There was to be
another beginning—another home-coming—another bride and groom. He did
not remember the rest—that he was to wait until his affairs had
improved, or until she sent for him.
He pictured it all in the vivid darkness—how he would suddenly appear
before her in his Sunday clothes—which meant his best uniform—and say
“Come!”
A wondrous voice echoed his own “Come!”
He flung himself out of the bed like a youth. He shaved with great
care—he wore no beard and had a clean fresh face—set everything in order
in the tiny rooms—pulled down the blinds, locked the door, and, taking
up his crutch, started away over the road the wagon had gone to the
poor-house.
He paused on the hills and looked backward as Betsy had done. The
blinking windows seemed to beckon him back. But he bravely said no to
them:
“I ain’t no deserter! I’m coming back—with her—with her. Don’t you
understand? With _her_! Bride and groom again.”
The windows seemed to understand, and stopped beckoning. He waved them a
farewell and went on.
It was a long road—forty dusty miles—and hilly. Each hill growing higher
and steeper as he approached the city—itself set upon a hill—where the
poor-house was. His progress was very slow—sometimes not more than half
a mile a day. But he never faltered.
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