Heimweh; The siren; The loaded gun; Liebereich; "Iupiter Tonans;" "Sis;" Thor's emerald; GuileLong, John Luther
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Heimweh; The siren; The loaded gun; Liebereich; "Iupiter Tonans;" "Sis;" Thor's emerald; Guile
Long, John Luther
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“It’s like climbing Zion’s hill,” said John to himself. “Oh, when she
sees me! I shan’t care how many hills there were!”
His bundle was made up in a great red handkerchief, from which his sword
protruded, within which was his best uniform. Farm-houses were his
sleeping places—but that only. No more than one night for each, though
he might have stayed anywhere as long as he wished.
[Illustration: “_‘It’s like climbing Zion’s hill,’ said John to
himself_”]
“I’m going to bring her—her, you know, home. Bride and groom. She said
it. I heard her voice in the night.”
And this was always sufficient reason for refusing the dear, insidious
hospitality pressed everywhere upon him.
If night came and there was no farm-house near, he would nestle in the
straw of a wayside stack, under the stars, damp with the dew, to rise
with the sun in his face. He liked that, and could go on without
breakfast. It was all very beautiful.
His great climax grew upon him mile by mile, until it was the only thing
he had in his poor old head.
“She will be sitting this way—with her hands in her lap, like she always
sits now,” he would say to himself, “thinking of me. I expect she’s
thinking of me all the time. I’ll shave and put on my uniform and my
sword, and suddenly appear before her. Attention!—you know. Only I’ll
not _say_ that—so’s not to frighten her. Mebby she’ll be reading her
Bible. Then she’ll not see me till I’m right on top of her. Then I’ll
say, soft, so’s not to frighten her—about this a—way—‘B—E—T—S—Y!’” He
whispered it lovingly. “And she’ll just say ‘_John!_’” This was a sharp
cry of joy.
He never got further than this. It did not seem necessary. What could be
better? What could be beyond that?
His journey came to an end suddenly—as it seemed to John. It made him
gulp on something in his throat. One morning the spires of the city lay
close before him as if they had been conjured out of a dream. There it
was against the pink clouds, within the morning mists, glowing, like the
City of God as he had fancied it. He stood and gazed upon it, awed and
bewildered. He had not thought of it as beautiful. To him it was only
the city of the poor-house. Perhaps Betsy would not wish to leave a
place so beautiful.
He bravely cast out the unworthy thought. She would leave any place for
him. Heaven itself. With his faith renewed he went up into the city of
the spires.
XI
BUT THE POOR-HOUSE MAY BE ONE OF THE MANSIONS IN OUR FATHER’S HOUSE
And there he found the first unkindness of his long journey. No one
offered him a place to sleep or a bite to eat. And there he could not
see the sun when it rose in the morning. And what had become of the
glories of the city he had seen against the clouds? This one was not
glorious.
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