Hampstead had now finished; but the minister was in no hurry to speak.
He felt the spell of the picture which had been painted, but he felt
still more the spell of the young man’s ardent enthusiasm.
"You must have thought that out very carefully, John," he said.
"Brother Campbell!" answered John fervently, "I have done more than
think it out. I have felt it out. I propose to live it out!"
But Doctor Campbell had kept his head amid this swirl of words, and his
return was quietly forceful.
"The stage of to-day," he began, "as I know it from the newspapers and
the billboards, never seemed so vulgar and damnable as it does now after
your glorious idealization of it. I, as a preacher of righteousness,
must judge of such an institution externally, by its effects. I have
weighed the stage in the balance, John, and I have found it wanting."
This time there was something in the minister’s calm tone, in the cool
detachment of his point of view, that held John silent.
"Isn’t it possible," the minister continued, in a kind of sweet
reasonableness, "that there is something insidiously demoralizing or
infectious about it? Take your own experience, John. You are a
Christian man. You have been soaking yourself in the atmosphere of the
stage for a couple of weeks. Examine your soul now, and answer me if
you are as fine, as pure a man as you were before you went there. Are
you?"
"Why, of course I am," ejaculated Hampstead impulsively.
"Think," commanded the minister, in low, compelling tones; for having
controlled his emotions the better, he was just now the stronger of the
two. "Are you—John?"
Hampstead opened his mouth eagerly, but the minister’s repressing
gesture would not let him speak. The young man was literally compelled
to think, to question his own soul for a moment, and as he searched, a
telltale flush came upon his cheek, and then his glance fell. There was
an embarrassing moment of silence, during which this flush of
mortification deepened perceptibly.
The minister was a wise man. He read the sign and asked no questions.
He upbraided nothing, cackled no exultant, "I told you so."
"Let us pray, Brother John," he proposed after the interval, and knelt
by his chair with a hand upon Hampstead’s shoulder. The prayer was
short.
"Oh, Lord," the man of God petitioned, "help us to know where the right
stops and the wrong begins. Keep us back from the sin of presumption.
Give thy servants wisdom to serve thy cause well and work no ill to it
by over-zeal or over-confidence. Amen!"
Doctor Campbell might have been praying for himself. But John knew that
this was only a part of his tact.
As the two men rose, John felt a sudden impulse to defend the stage from
himself.
"It was my own fault," he urged; "the fault of my own weakness in
unaccustomed surroundings. It was not the fault of the surroundings
themselves, nor of any other person. Besides, it was nothing very
grave."
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