I complied with his request. Theoretically I had long believed
that the higher wisdom of the Creator was most frequently expressed
through the medium of his most innocent creations. Surely here was a
confirmation of my theory, for who else had ever practically taught
me the duty of the injured one toward his offender? I kissed Toddie
and petted him, and at length succeeded in quieting him; his little
face, in spite of much dirt and many tear-stains, was upturned with
more of beauty in it than it ever held when its owner was full of joy;
he looked earnestly, confidingly, into my eyes, and I congratulated
myself upon the perfection of my forgiving spirit, when Toddie suddenly
re-exhibited to me my old unregenerate nature, and the incompleteness
of my forgiveness, by saying:—
“Kish my dolly, too.”
[Illustration: “KISH MY DOLLY, TOO”]
I obeyed. My forgiveness was made complete, but so was my humiliation.
I abruptly closed our interview. We exchanged “God bless you’s,”
according to Budge’s instructions of the previous night, and at
least one of the participants in this devotional exercise hoped the
petitions made by the other were distinctly heard. Then I dropped into
an easy-chair in the library, and fell to thinking. I found myself
really and seriously troubled by the results of Toddie’s operation with
my bouquet. I might explain the matter to Miss Mayton—I undoubtedly
could, for she was too sensible a woman to be easily offended merely
by a ridiculous mistake, caused by a child. But she would laugh at
_me_—how could she help it?—and to be laughed at by Miss Mayton was
a something, the mere thought of which tormented me in a manner that
made me fairly ashamed of myself. Like every other young man among
young men, I had been the butt of many a rough joke, and had borne them
without wincing; it seemed cowardly and contemptible that I should be
so sensitive under the mere thought of laughter which would probably
be heard by no one but Miss Mayton herself. But the laughter of a
mere acquaintance is likely to lessen respect for the person laughed
at. Heavens! the thought was unendurable! At any rate, I must write
an early apology. When I was correspondent for the house with which
I am now salesman, I reclaimed many an old customer who had wandered
off—certainly I might hope, by a well-written letter, to regain in Miss
Mayton’s respect whatever position I had lost. I hastily drafted a
letter, corrected it carefully, copied it in due form, and forwarded
it by the faithful Michael. Then I tried to read, but without the least
success. For hours I paced the piazza and consumed cigars; when at last
I retired it was with many ideas, hopes, fears, and fancies which had
never before been mine. True to my trust, I looked into my nephews’
room; there lay the boys, in postures more graceful than any which
brush or chisel have ever reproduced. Toddie, in particular, wore so
lovely an expression that I could not refrain from kissing him. But I
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