Helon's Pilgrimage to Jerusalem, Volume 2 (of 2): A picture of Judaism, in the century which preceded the advent of our Savior.Strauss, Friedrich
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Helon's Pilgrimage to Jerusalem, Volume 2 (of 2): A picture of Judaism, in the century which preceded the advent of our Savior.
Strauss, Friedrich
Jews -- History -- To 70 A.D. -- Fiction
But where is Helon? When he had fled from the temple, overpowered by the
look of Sulamith, he wandered about, shunned as one frantic by all who
observed him, and unconscious whither he was going, till his feet
carried him to the grave of his father in the valley of Jehoshaphat,
where, exhausted by fatigue and strong excitement, he fell before the
sepulchre and remained long insensible. Longer might he have remained,
but that he was roused from his stupor by voices which cried, He is
here, he is here! He opened his eyes and saw Iddo, who had come out with
several others to seek him. Iddo embraced him, repeating to him, She
lives, she is guiltless! while Helon, like one awakening from a dream,
scarcely understood the meaning or the reference of the words. When
fully restored to the consciousness of what had passed, joy, remorse,
and shame rushed in such a torrent upon his mind, that he would have
fallen again to the earth if they had not supported him. In this state
they led him home.
CHAPTER V.
THE DAY OF ATONEMENT.
Sulamith was waiting for her husband at the door, surrounded by her
friends. As he entered she threw herself at his feet, and implored his
forgiveness for the uneasiness which she had caused him. He raised her
up, and then throwing himself on his face before her, implored her
forgiveness with a look which penetrated her soul. To ask pardon in
words was beyond his power. The friends conducted them to the inner
court. Sulamith placed herself beside Helon, and endeavoured to
tranquillize him, but he sat with eyes fixed upon the ground. He could
scarcely even rejoice in the acquittal of his wife, so bitter was the
remembrance that it was by him she had been unjustly accused. For the
first time in his life he despised himself. It was in vain that Iddo
advised him to efface the remembrance of what was past, and enjoy the
present good; there was too much of Sadducean levity in this exhortation
to pass instantaneously from sorrow to joy, to suit a mind so deeply
agitated as Helon’s. Equally unavailing was the advice of Selumiel, to
regard it all as the result of inevitable destiny, and to resign himself
to it as the will of Jehovah. To reach the sublimity of this Essene
philosophy required a more buoyant spirit than his, who was so oppressed
by the sense of his own unworthy conduct.
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