Henry Dunbar: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Henry Dunbar: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Fiction
"It's too late for that, my girl," he said; "the day is past—the day is
past and gone—and the chance gone with it. You know how I've striven,
and worked, and struggled; and how I've seen my poor schemes crushed
when I had built them up with more patience than perhaps man ever built
before. You've been a good girl, Margaret—a noble girl; and you've been
true to me alike in joy and sorrow—the joy's been little enough beside
the sorrow, poor child—but you've borne it all; you've endured it all.
You've been the truest woman that was ever born upon this earth, to my
thinking; but there's one thing in which you've been unlike the rest of
your sex."
"And what's that, father?"
"You've shown no curiosity. You've seen me knocked down and disgraced
wherever I tried to get a footing; you've seen me try first one trade
and then another, and fail in every one of them. You've seen me a clerk
in a merchant's office; an actor; an author; a common labourer, working
for a daily wage; and you've seen ruin overtake me whichever way I've
turned. You've seen all this, and suffered from it; but you've never
asked me why it has been so. You've never sought to discover the secret
of my life."
The tears welled up to the girl's eyes as her father spoke.
"If I have not done so, dear father," she answered, gently, "it has
been because I knew your secret must be a painful one. I have lain
awake night after night, wondering what was the cause of the blight
that has been upon you and all you have done. But why should I ask you
questions that you could not answer without pain? I have heard people
say cruel things of you; but they have never said them twice in my
hearing." Her eyes flashed through a veil of tears as she spoke. "Oh,
father,—dearest father!" she cried, suddenly throwing aside her work,
and dropping on her knees beside the man's chair, "I do not ask for
your confidence if it is painful to you to give it; I only want your
love. But believe this, father,—always believe this,—that, whether you
trust me or not, there is nothing upon this earth strong enough to turn
my heart from you."
She placed her hand in her father's as she spoke, and he grasped it so
tightly that her pale face grew crimson with the pain.
"Are you sure of that, Madge?" he asked, bending his head to look more
closely in her earnest face.
"I am quite sure, father."
"Nothing can tear your heart from me?"
"Nothing in this world."
"What if I am not worthy of your love?"
"I cannot stop to think of that, father. Love is not meted out in strict
proportion to the merits of those we love. If it were, there would be
no difference between love and justice."
James Wentworth laughed sneeringly.
"There is little enough difference as it is, perhaps," he said;
"they're both blind. Well, Madge," he added, in a more serious tone,
"you're a generous-minded, noble-spirited girl, and I believe you do
love me. I fancy that if you never asked the secret of my life, you can
guess it pretty closely, eh?"
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