Henry Dunbar: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Henry Dunbar: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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He looked searchingly at the girl's face. She hung her head, but did
not answer him.
"You can guess the secret, can't you, Madge? Don't be afraid to speak,
girl."
"I fear I can guess it, father dear," she murmured in a low voice.
"Speak out, then."
"I am afraid the reason you have never prospered—the reason that so
many are against you—is that you once did something wrong, very long
ago, when you were young and reckless, and scarcely knew the nature of
your own act; and that now, though you are truly penitent and sorry,
and have long wished to lead an altered life, the world won't forget or
forgive that old wrong. Is it so, father?"
"It is, Margaret. You've guessed right enough, child, except that
you've omitted one fact. The wrong I did was done for the sake of
another. I was tempted to do it by another. I made no profit by it
myself, and I never hoped to make any. But when detection came, it was
upon _me_ that the disgrace and ruin fell; while the man for whom I had
done wrong—the man who had made me his tool—turned his back upon me,
and refused to utter one word in my justification, though he was in no
danger himself, and the lightest word from his lips might have saved
me. That was a hard case, wasn't it, Madge?"
"Hard!" cried the girl, with her nostrils quivering and her hands
clenched; "it was cruel, dastardly, infamous!"
"From that day, Margaret, I was a ruined man. The brand of society was
upon me. The world would not let me live honestly, and the love of life
was too strong in me to let me face death. I tried to live dishonestly,
and I led a wild, rackety, dare-devil kind of a life, amongst men who
found they had a skilful tool, and knew how to use me. They did use me
to their heart's content, and left me in the lurch when danger came. I
was arrested for forgery, tried, found guilty, and transported for
life. Don't flinch, girl! don't turn so white! You must have heard
something of this whispered and hinted at often enough before to-day.
You may as well know the whole truth. I was transported, for life,
Madge; and for thirteen years I toiled amongst the wretched, guilty
slaves in Norfolk Island—that was the favourite place in those days for
such as me—and at the end of that time, my conduct having been approved
of by my gaolers, the governor sent for me, gave me a good-service
certificate, and I went into a counting-house and served as a clerk.
But I got a kind of fever in my blood, and night and day I only thought
of one thing, and that was my chance of escape. I did escape,—never you
mind how, that's a long story,—and I got back to England, a free man; a
free man, Madge, _I_ thought; but the world soon told me another story.
I was a felon, a gaol-bird; and I was never more to lift my head
amongst honest people. I couldn't bear it, Madge, my girl. Perhaps a
better man might have persevered in spite of all till he conquered the
world's prejudice. But _I_ couldn't. I sank under my trials, and fell
lower and lower.
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