Henry Dunbar: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Henry Dunbar: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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"I began my task in the simplest possible way by consulting the daily
newspapers, where I found so many advertisements emanating from ladies
who declared themselves proficients in the art of music, that I was
confused and embarrassed by the wealth of my resources: but I took the
ladies singly, and called upon them in the pleasant summer evenings
after office hours, sometimes with my mother, sometimes alone.
"It may be that the seal of old-bachelorhood is already set upon me,
and that I am that odious and hyper-sensitive creature commonly called
a 'fidget;' but somehow I could not find a governess whom I really felt
inclined to choose for my little Lizzie. Some of the ladies were
elderly and stern; others were young and frivolous; some of them were
uncertain as to the distribution of the letter _h_. One young lady
declared that she was fonder of music than anything in the world. Some
were a great deal too enthusiastic, and were prepared to adore my
little niece at a moment's notice. Many, who seemed otherwise eligible,
demanded a higher rate of remuneration than we were prepared to give.
So, somehow or other, the business languished, and after the researches
of a week we found ourselves no nearer a decision than when first I
looked at the advertisements in the _Times_ supplement.
"Had our resources been reduced, we should most likely have been much
easier to please; but my mother said, that as there were so many people
to be had, we should do well to deliberate before we came to any
decision. So it happened that, when I went out for a walk one evening,
at the end of the second week in July, Miss Lester was still without a
governess. She was still without a governess: but I was tired of
catechizing the fair advertisers as to their qualifications, and went
out on this particular evening for a solitary ramble amongst the quiet
Surrey suburbs, in any lonely lanes or scraps of common-land where the
speculating builder had not yet set his hateful foot. It was a lovely
evening; and I, who am so much a Cockney as to believe that a London
sunset is one of the grandest spectacles in the universe, set my face
towards the yellow light in the west, and walked across Wandsworth
Common, where faint wreaths of purple mist were rising from the
hollows, and a deserted donkey was breaking the twilight stillness with
a plaintive braying. Wandsworth Common was as lonely this evening as a
patch of sand in the centre of Africa; and being something of a
day-dreamer, I liked the place because of its stillness and solitude.
"Something of a dreamer: and yet I had so little to dream about. My
thoughts were pleasant, as I walked across the common in the sunset;
and yet, looking back now, I wonder what I thought of, and what image
there was in my mind that could make my fancies pleasant to me. I know
what I thought of, as I went home in the dim light of the newly-risen
moon, the pale crescent that glimmered high in a cloudless heaven.
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