Homer must have had some such woman for a mother, in whose womb the
Iliads were born prenatally. All that sped, flew, or swam in the a
rial kingdom of the Idea must first have had its pinions fixed and
pointed by some inarticulate goddess who laid upon herself the humblest
functions, the meanest offices, in order that nature might not lack
lusty and shrewd servants in the time to be. The teeming millions of
creatures who spawned in the darkness, who lifted their scaled eyes
to where the light might be found, according to those who had skill
in prophecy, yet who themselves were so uncertain of its presence
that, when it shone straight before them through the fissures in their
cave, they passed it by as a chimera, or the iridescence of some bird,
reptile, piece of coal, or winged snake,--these cried out continually
for some true-born Child of the Sun to lead them out of that gross
night into the molten plains of beauty which ran down to the sea. And
it was given to some stalwart creature with a red face and coarse
hands and a shabby black hat tied in a bow under the chin, who herself
was purblind, yet with knees ever pressed to the flags of the temple,
to dream of the light in her prayers, and presently, out of her own
strong, rustic body, to furnish forth to her kind a guide, a prophet,
and a leader.
As hunger, that exquisite, but cruel, sensation, grew upon Northcote,
and caused fierce little shivers to run through his bones, he awoke
to the fact that all the tobacco in his pipe had been consumed,
and further, that there was not a grain left in his pouch. In this
extremity he had recourse to his evening meal. It was contained in a
confectioner’s paper, and consisted of a large Bath bun, embellished
with currants. He plucked out the currants carefully, and laid them
apart as dessert. After half an hour’s deliberate munching a little of
the well-being of the nourished man returned.
He opened a drawer in the table, and took out a handful of foolscap
pages covered with writing in a small and not very visible hand. These
were but a few among some two thousand others, which embodied “A Note
towards an Essay on Optimism,” the fruit of the leisure of six years.
It had had the honor of being rejected, promptly and uncompromisingly,
by the publishers of London. Only one among this autocracy had
condescended to supply a reason. It was brief but ample: “Philosophy
does not pay.”
As Northcote held these pages beneath the uncertain rays of the lamp,
and for the thousand and first time their quality was revealed to
his gaze, a profound excitement spread through his being. What had
the degradation of his poverty enabled him to compass for mankind?
These magic pages were so quick with authenticity that he was forced
to regard them as the gage of one who was about to offer a universal
sanction to the human heart.
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