"No," said Justin Holme, turning his back upon her and gazing out of
the window, "as neither—I want you as a wife."
"A wife!"
Anstice repeated his words, in utter amazement and incredulity.
He turned round, but though he faced her, his eyes were on the glowing
coals. He would not meet her indignant gaze.
"Listen to me, please."
He spoke sternly.
"I give you my name to give you the right position in my house. I am
sick of the constant changes there. It will be a mere matter of form,
but you will have a home, and every comfort, and a chance of creating
order out of chaos and of influencing my young barbarians. I am nearly
always away. You must look upon me as a negligible quantity. My aunt
said you would be the one for the position. I asked her to find some
one for me. We are strangers, I know. But I believe in my aunt's
judgment, and now I have seen you, I believe in you."
"A very one-sided bargain, isn't it?"
Anstice's tone was cool and aloof.
"I am to be debarred of my freedom, and only gain a roof as a shelter,
and a very strenuous life of struggling with unruly children and
servants. And I am to be married to you so as to ensure my being a
permanency."
"Yes. It sounds diabolical," said Justin, with a short laugh; "but it's
the only way out of my difficulties, as far as I can see, and it is
all I can offer you. A home, and the possible love of another person's
children. That, I believe, might appeal to some women. But you are
free to take the offer or refuse it. I shall settle something on you,
of course, and you will have your own banking account and cheque book.
You will not be stinted in money and will have a free hand in most
things. You can think it over and let me know in a week or so. If you
agree to my proposal, I want to settle things up before I take a trip
out to the South Sea Islands. We could be married at a Registrar's in
town. I won't suggest a Church Service, as it is a strictly business
arrangement between us and nothing more. And then I would take you down
home and introduce you to the youngsters, and leave you with them. I
should go off with an easy mind, for by hearsay I have formed a high
opinion of your capabilities."
Anstice could only gaze at him in absolute bewilderment of mind. Did he
really imagine for a moment that she would assent to such an astounding
proposal? She found herself smiling at the very idea of it.
"You are a most extraordinary man," she said after a moment's silence.
"Do you go through life entirely one-sided? Do you never think of other
people's desires and needs?"
He was pacing up and down the room, and reminded her of a caged animal.
Now he half turned towards her, and his tone was hauteur itself:
"I am thinking of a great many people in this venture, myself last of
all. It won't affect me or touch my life. It is the need of my children
that makes this step essential. I must marry again for their sakes."
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