"Oh, don't call it marriage. It is a business arrangement." Anstice
spoke hotly.
She was furious with her cousin for letting her in for such an
interview as this. She was humiliated, and indignant at having such a
proposal made to her.
"I had better decline your kind offer at once," she said, and her tone
was biting. "We need not prolong the interview, need we?"
"I am sorry if I have offended you by my proposition. I should not have
spoken to you, but your cousin gave me to understand that you are one
of these modern women who prefer to be independent and live a single
life. It's what I prefer myself, and she said you were a passionate
child-lover. You would be absolutely free and unfettered. You would
have been willing to come to me as a lady housekeeper or governess. Am
I not offering you a better position than either of those?"
He spoke very quietly, almost despondently.
Something in his tone made Anstice feel ashamed of her momentary
exhibition of temper. She was very sweet tempered as a rule. Now her
voice softened.
"I don't wish to be discourteous. It has been a misunderstanding on my
part. I dare say you may get other more suitable women than myself, to
fall in with your proposal."
She rose from her seat and left the room. Then, when she had found
Lady Lucy, she expressed her feelings. Lady Lucy at first looked quite
frightened, then set her lips, and began to remonstrate.
"You are a foolish, silly girl! Here are you without a penny-piece to
your name, obliged to go out into the world and scrape and save enough
to keep body and soul together. It's a life of drudgery and toil, and
you are utterly unfit for it. You've always told me you don't care
for men. I have known you refuse three of them. Here is an ideal home
offered to you, wealth and comfort and an assured position, and no man
to worry you. Justin will always roam the world, I am afraid. Because
your pride is touched, and he doesn't want you for yourself, only for
what you can give his home and children, you consider yourself insulted
and injured. I consider Justin is offering you a great deal. You have
always posed as one who wants to help her fellow-creatures. Here is a
chance to benefit these poor neglected children. I suppose the real
fact is that you are hoping for marriage with some one else. Have you
anyone in your mind?"
This was turning the tables upon her with a vengeance indeed! The blood
rushed to her cheeks, and then she laughed.
"You know, Cousin Lucy, the answer to that question. We are getting
angry with each other, so I think I had better go home."
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