American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Well, that was life too, French supposed: the ceaseless ruthless turning
of the wheel! If only—yes, here was where the real pang lay—if only the
supplanting face had not been so different from the face supplanted!
Standing there before Mrs. Fingall’s image, how could he not recall his
first sight of Emily Morland, how not feel again the sudden drop of all
his expectations when the one woman he had not noticed on entering Lady
Brankhurst’s drawing-room, the sallow woman with dull hair and a dowdy
dress, had turned out to be his immortal? Afterward, of course, when she
began to talk, and he was let into the deep world of her eyes, her face
became as satisfying as some grave early sculpture which, the
imagination once touched by it, makes more finished graces trivial. But
there remained the fact that she was what is called plain, and that her
successor was beautiful; and it hurt him to see that perfect face, so
all-expressive and all-satisfying, in the very spot where Emily Morland,
to make her beauty visible, had had to clothe it in poetry. What would
she not have given, French wondered, just once to let her face speak for
her instead?
The sense of injustice was so strong in him that when he returned to his
hotel he went at once to his portmanteau and, pulling out Mrs. Morland’s
last volume, sat down to reread the famous love-sonnets. It was as if he
wanted to make up to her for the slight of which he had been the
unwilling witness....
The next day, when he set out for France, his mood had changed. After
all, Mrs. Morland had had her compensations. She had been inspired,
which, on the whole, is more worth while than to inspire. And then his
own adventure was almost in his grasp; and he was at the age when each
moment seems to stretch out to the horizon.
The day was fine, and as he sat on the deck of the steamer watching the
white cliffs fade, the thought of Mrs. Morland was displaced by the
vision of her successor. He recalled the day when Mrs. Fingall had first
looked out at him from her husband’s famous portrait of her, so frail,
so pale under the gloom and glory of her hair, and he had been told how
the sight of her had suddenly drawn the painter’s genius from its long
eclipse. Fingall had found her among the art students of one of the
Parisian studios which he fitfully inspected, had rescued her from
financial difficulties and married her within a few weeks of their
meeting: French had had the tale from Lady Brankhurst, who was an
encyclopædia of illustrious biographies.
“Poor little Bessy Reck—a little American waif sent out from some
prairie burrow to ‘learn art’—that was literally how she expressed it!
She hadn’t a relation of her own, I believe: the people of the place she
came from had taken pity on her and scraped together enough money for
her passage and for two years of the Latin Quarter. After that she was
to live on the sale of her pictures! And suddenly she met Fingall, and
found out what she was really made for.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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