Eccentrics and eccentricities -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
“It was now two days before the wedding, and I sought out Ruth to make
her my humble present. Never mind what it was. I had got her an extra
present, which, I told her, was my real offering, and I gave her the
case, and she opened it on a pair of big brass ear-rings. She got very
white.
“‘You can wear them now,’ I said, ‘Leslie at least isn’t jealous of me,
and here is the rest,’ and I gave her the coloured scarf.
“She took it from my hand, never thanking me or saying a word, but
looking at me steadily, and put the scarf round her throat.
“I added my good wishes; Heaven knows they were sincere.
“‘Tell me you’re happy, Ruth, and I shall be filled with gladness.’
“‘I’m happy,’ she said dully.
“‘And you’re fond of Leslie?’
“‘Yes,’ she said with such sudden emphasis that I was startled, ‘all
that you said about him is true; he is kind and valiant, a man with whom
any woman should be happy. I am glad that I have learnt how good he is.
I am fonder of him than of my brothers.’
“I thought that a strange comparison, but not wholly a bad one.
“I tried to be hearty.
“‘I am so pleased, Ruth, and my vanity is gratified, too, for I almost
think you might have passed him by but for me.’
“‘Yes,’ she said, ‘yes, I would have passed him by.’
“‘By God, Ruth!’ I burst out, ‘he is a lucky fellow. Do you know that
you are a very beautiful woman?’
“She swayed as though she were dizzy for a moment.
“‘I must go,’ she said then, ‘and I haven’t said thank you, but I do
thank you.’
“She paused.
“‘You have taught me a great deal. I have learnt from you what men like
Leslie Dymock have a right to expect from life.’
“‘And you will give it him?’ I asked.
“She bowed her head.
“‘I will try.’
“Now I thought that a very satisfactory conversation, and I went about
my work, for beasts must be fed and housed, weddings or no weddings,
with a singing heart that day. If, somewhere, a tiny worm of jealousy
crawled about on the floor-mud of my being, I think I bottled it very
successfully into a corner. I was not jealous of Dymock on account of
Ruth; no, not exactly; but jealous only as one must be jealous of two
young happy things when one remembers that, much as one values one’s
independence, one is not the vital life-spark of any other human being
on this earth. There must be moments when the most liberty-loving among
us envy the yoke they fly from.
“I clapped a cow on her ungainly shallow flanks as I tossed up her
bedding, and said to her, ‘You and I, old friend, must stick together,
for if man can’t have his fellow-creatures to love he must return to the
beasts.’ She turned her glaucous eye on me as she munched her supper.
Then I heard voices in the shed.
“‘Rawdon! if dad sees you....’
“And Westmacott’s hoarse voice.
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