Deception -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Fiancées -- Fiction; Love stories
I was even thankful not to have to stay in the same room with these
other girls that afternoon—thankful to be able to beat a retreat to the
large, light office where I took down letters from the Governor’s rapid
dictation as if my whole life depended on it—thankful that he did make
such claims on the whole of my attention and capabilities; thankful that
the boring “dinner-partner,” who had allowed a glimpse of a slightly
more human personality in the cab when he’d discussed the difference
between frocks and furs, had been entirely swallowed up again in the
business-employer.
* * * * *
As he was leaving, he gave me the last of his orders for the following
day.
“I should be glad if you would have lunch with me again to-morrow.”
“Very well, Mr. Waters.”
That means another ordeal in the dressing-room, where the ill-ventilated
atmosphere will again be set simmering with the unspoken—and the
unspeakable. I never did think that this ten pounds a week was going
to be exactly easy to earn. But I hadn’t bargained for this—This is
outrageous! It makes me hate everybody: Mr. Waters, to begin with, for
making the proposal; Jack next, for making it necessary for me to accept
it; the girls at the office here, for so hideously misconstruing the
position!
My ordinary work, which had for two or three hours pushed my complicated
“supernumerary duties” to the back of my mind, has come to an end, and
the other thing looms well into the foreground again. I’ve walked nearly
all the way back to Battersea, but that hasn’t worked off my simmering
indignation even yet.
I shall spend the evening ironing out washing-ribbon and oddments in our
tiny kitchen; I can’t stay with Cicely—I should only snap at her, and she
would wonder why.
The one relief that I have been able to give to my feelings was when,
in crossing the bridge, I tore those glorious crimson carnations (which
I wouldn’t leave at the Near Oriental!) out of my coat again, and flung
them far, far down into the sluggish brown waters of the river below me.
How soon they were out of sight! How I wish that I could put them and
everything connected with them, out of mind!
* * * * *
To-day, the day of my second lunch with Mr. Waters, has been one
that I don’t think I shall ever forget, even when I’m a white-haired
maiden-lady, with no one to lunch with but a parrot or a tabby-cat, and
no man’s “appointments” to consult but those of the individual who has to
pay me over my Old Age Pension!
Silence—a silence that ought to have rejoiced the heart of Mr. Dundonald,
reigned throughout the whole long morning. I knew that the girls meant me
to realize that Miss Trant, for outraging the code of the self-respecting
business-girl, had been “sent to Coventry.”
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