History of a literary radical, and other essaysBourne, Randolph Silliman
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History of a literary radical, and other essays
Bourne, Randolph Silliman
American essays -- 20th century
The minister was very large and very loud, and he wore a white tie.
Gilbert did not altogether like him when he laid his moist and unctuous
hand on Gilbert’s head, as he sometimes did in Sunday School. For
after you had gone to church with Garna, you let her go home, and you
stayed to Sunday School. You went into an old brick building, which
stood a little distance from the church. The light poured through the
big windows, and you could see the lilac-bushes outside. The room swam
with very fluffy little girls, but when they had sung several hymns,
Gilbert and half a dozen other little boys were shepherded into a
corner and sat on their little chairs in a circle around Miss Fogg,
while she taught them the lesson for the day. Gilbert always knew his
golden text, and he was often the only little boy who did. Miss Fogg
would smile at him, which would make him uncomfortable, and he would be
glad when they all stood up and marched around the room to drop their
pennies into a basket which Miss Fogg held while they sang:
“Hear the pennies dropping,
Listen while they fall,
Every one for Jesus.
He will have them all.”
Gilbert did not doubt that Jesus would have them all, and he was
not in the least interested in what Jesus did with them when he had
them. It was part of the ceremony, to which you resigned yourself
unquestioningly, and when the penny-dropping was over, Gilbert ran
home as fast as he could go, to the wonderful dinner of roast beef and
potatoes that Mother had for them on Sundays.
Sunday School was a neutral, colorless event in his life. Every Sunday
as they left the Sunday School, each child would receive a little
leaflet; those who had known their golden texts would get a card with
a golden star on it. Gilbert always cried a little if he lost his card
while running home, and he cherished his leaflet for a day or two. But
he never tried to read it, and he soon mislaid his golden star. Good
boys, after they had got a prodigious number of golden stars, were
each supposed to receive as a reward a Bible all of his own. But when
Gilbert was seven years old, Garna gave him a beautiful thick black
Bible, with his name--Gilbert Shotwell Harden--stamped on the cover
in golden letters. Besides, it did not appeal to him to grub along
for a prize. Far better to have things, glorious, imposing, come to
you out of the blue sky. Once Aunt Shotwell promised him fifty cents
if he would learn the Westminster Catechism, but Gilbert never got
farther than “The chief end of man is to glorify God and enjoy him
forever.” Something obscure, unconscious, revolted in him at the base
commerciality of the transaction, and although he did not question that
this was the chief end of man indeed, he did not want to be bribed into
proclaiming it.
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