Hot corn: Life Scenes in New York IllustratedRobinson, Solon
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Hot corn: Life Scenes in New York Illustrated
Robinson, Solon
New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Temperance -- Fiction
"So I thought, and went and bought him a loaf of bread. When I gave it
to him, he burst into tears, and walked away to a cart and sat down to
eat it. He was hungry, and for fear he would be dry, and go to that
cursed hole--"
"Don't swear, Tom."
"I can't help it; it is one, and why not call it so? I did not want him
to go there, and so I went and got him a cup of water, and carried to
him, and then I thought if everybody knew what a blessed thing it is to
give these poor old drunkards bread and water instead of rum, how much
happiness they might make in the world. And then I talked to him about
taking the pledge again, but he said, 'no, Tom, I took it once, I don't
want to break it again.' 'No,' said I, 'you did not break it, it was me
that did it, I was the guilty one.' And then I told him all about it. He
never knew before. The rascals there told him, that he and Sally came
there together and called for whiskey, and then got drunk and went to
bed together, and he believed it; his mind was so confused that he
forgot all about the past, and he never knew till now that they had lied
to him so shockingly. 'You don't know,' says he, 'Tom, what a load you
have lifted off of my conscience.' Then I asked him where he was going
to sleep that night?
"'Where? where should I? In the cart or under it. Anywhere I can find a
hole. Me that have had a house of my own, and built a score of houses
for others to sleep in, have not slept in one these two months. Perhaps
never shall again.'
"'Yes you will,' says I; 'you will sleep in that one to-night.'
"'What! under the same roof with my wife once more; I don't know as I
could stand it; it is more happiness than I deserve.'
"'No, it is not; and if you will go away in the morning, and stay away
all day, and come back at night as sober as you are now, I will ask the
Superintendent to take you in for good.'
"'I will, I will! I will go away and sweep the streets to-morrow; they
will give me another loaf of bread, and that is more than I have had for
a whole week.'
"So you see, he will come again to-night, and then it is temperance
meeting, and we will get him in. Depend upon it, if he ever takes the
pledge again he will never break it."
True to his word, Reagan came the next night sober.
"See," said he, "Tom, I have got a quarter of a dollar, and have not
spent it for liquor. If some of the harpies knew I had it, how they
would be after me."
He hesitated long about going into the meeting. He was afraid his wife
would be there, and he could not bear to meet her. She was equally
afraid to meet him. Finally, one of the assistants went out and talked
with him.
"Do you think," he replied, "that I could ever be a man again? I am
afraid there is not enough of me left to make one. Manhood is all gone.
I feel as though I had made a beast of myself so long, that I must
always be a beast. But if you think there is enough left of the old
wreck--"
"Enough? Yes; come along."
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