Jewish fiction; Jews -- New York (State) -- New York -- Fiction; Lower East Side (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories
“Why not sell the Saifer Torah and the candlesticks?” said Yosef.
Nobody but my brother would have dared to breathe such a thing.
“What? A Jew sell the Saifer Torah or the Sabbath candlesticks?”
My father fixed on us his burning eyes like flaming wells. His hands
tightened over his heart. He couldn’t speak. He just looked on the
Saifer Torah, and then on us with a look that burned like live coals on
our naked bodies. “What?” he gasped. “Should I sell my life, my
soul from generation and generation? Sell my Saifer Torah? Not if the
world goes under!”
There was a stillness of thunder about to break. Everybody heard
everybody’s heart beating.
“Did I live to see this black day?” moaned my father, choking from
quick breathing. “Mine own son, mine Kadish--mine Kadish tells me to
sell the Holy Book that our forefathers shed rivers of blood to hand
down to us.”
“What are you taking it so terrible?” said my brother. “Doesn’t
it stand in the Talmud that to help marry his daughter a man may sell
the holiest thing--even the Holy Book?”
“_Are there miracles in America?_ Can she yet get there a man at her
age and without a dowry?”
“If Hanneh Hayyeh, who is older than Sara Reisel and not half as
good-looking,” said my brother, “could get a boss from a factory,
then whom cannot Sara Reisel pick out? And with her luck all of us will
be lifted over to America.”
My father did not answer. I waited, but still he did not answer.
At last I burst out with all the tears choking in me for years: “Is
your old Saifer Torah that hangs on the wall dearer to you than that I
should marry? The Talmud tells you to sell the holiest thing to help
marry your daughter, but you--you love yourself more than your own
child!”
Then I turned to my mother. I hit my hands on the table and cried in
a voice that made her tremble and grow frightened: “Maybe you love
your silver candlesticks more than your daughter’s happiness? To
whom can I marry myself here, I ask you, only--to the bath janitor, to
the water-carrier? I tell you I’ll kill myself if you don’t help
me get away! I can’t stand no more this deadness here. I must get
away. And you must give up everything to help me get away. All I need
is a chance. I can do a million times better than Hanneh Hayyeh. I got
a head. I got brains. I feel I can marry myself to the greatest man in
America.”
My mother stopped crying, took up the candlesticks from the mantelpiece
and passed her hands over them. “It’s like a piece from my
flesh,” she said. “We grew up with this, you children and I, and my
mother and my mother’s mother. This and the Saifer Torah are the only
things that shine up the house for the Sabbath.”
She couldn’t go on, her words choked in her so. I am seeing yet
how she looked, holding the candlesticks in her hands, and her eyes
that she turned on us. But then I didn’t see anything but to go to
America.
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