London (England) -- Fiction; Satire; Suffragists -- Fiction
There is nothing so annoying as to have one’s really impressive remarks
absolutely ignored. I myself can bear a great deal of passing over. You
may with advantage fail to see my complexion and the cut of my clothes;
you may be unaware of the colour of my eyes without offending me; I do
not care if you never take the trouble to depress your eyes to my feet
to see if I take twos or sevens; you may despise my works of art—which
have no value except in the eyes of my relations; you may refuse to read
my writings—which have no value in any eyes but my own,—all these things
you may do and still retain my respect, but when I speak you must listen
to what I say. If you don’t, I hate you.
The gardener felt like this, and the retreating form of the suffragette
became hateful to him. Somehow delightfully hateful.
“Come back,” he shouted, but incredible though it may seem, the woman
shrugged one shoulder at him, and walked on towards the Red Place.
It was most undignified, the gardener had to run after her to enforce
his will. He arrived by her side breathless, with his face the colour of
a slightly anæmic beetroot. It is very wrong of women to place their
superiors in such unsuperior positions.
I hope I do not strike you as indulging my suffragettism at the expense
of the gardener. I am very fond of him myself, and because that is so,
his conceit seems to me to be one of his principal charms. There is
something immorally attractive in a baby vice that makes one’s heart
smile.
The gardener closed his hand about the suffragette’s thin arm.
“You will force me to take advantage of my privilege,” he said, and
looked at his own enormous hand.
The suffragette stood perfectly still, looking in the direction she
wanted to go.
“Turn back,” said the gardener. But she made a sudden passionate effort
to twist her arm out of his grasp. It was absurd, and very nearly
successful, like several things that women do.
The gardener’s heart grew black. There seemed nothing to be done. No end
could be imagined to the incident. His blue sea future dissolved. He
pictured himself standing thus throughout eternity, with his hand closed
around the little splinter of life she called her arm. Time seemed to
pass so slowly that in a minute he found he knew her looks by heart. And
yet he was not weary of them. I suppose the feeling he found in himself
was due to a certain reaction from the exalted incident of the blue and
golden young lady who had divined the loneliness of the threepenny bit.
For he discovered that he did not so very much mind hair that had but
little colour in it, and that he found attractive a pointed chin, and an
under lip that was the least trifle more out-thrust than its fellow.
“Do you know why I want to stop you?” he said at last.
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“Because you are not a woman, and don’t understand.”
“Because I am a man, and I understand.”
She was silent.
“Do you know what I mean?”
“Yes.”
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