London (England) -- Fiction; Satire; Suffragists -- Fiction
There was a bay tree in a tub on either side of the entrance to the
garden, and the gardener, as he stood between them, surveying his
territory, slid involuntarily from one to the other and back again, as
the world wallowed. The garden was conventionally conceived, by a
carpenter rather than a gardener. Grass-green trellis-work, which should
belong essentially to the background, here usurped undue prominence.
Arches in the trellis-work, looking to the sea, gave bizarre views, now
of the heavy hurried sky, now of the panting sea. Hanging drunkenly from
the apex of each arch was a chained wicker basket, from which sea-sick
canariensis waved weak protesting hands. A few creepers, lacking
sufficient initiative for the task set before them, clawed incompetently
at the lowest rungs of the trellis. A row of geraniums in pots shouted
in loud brick-red at the farther and more sheltered end of the garden.
It was impossible to tolerate the thought of Hilda associating with
those geraniums. She was a very vulnerable and emotional soul, was
Hilda. Deep orange is a colour beyond the comprehension of the vermilion
and vulgar. A few sodden-looking deck-chairs occupied the gardener’s
territory, and repelled advances. But on the farthest sat the
suffragette. She was crying.
If you have ever crossed the Bay of Biscay while weakened by emotion,
you will not ask why she was crying.
The gardener dropped his pose between the bay trees, and did something
extraordinarily pretty, considering the man he was. He sat on the next
deck-chair to hers, and patted her knee.
“My fault ...” he said. “My fault....”
Of course he did not really believe that it was his fault, but it was
unusually gracious of him to tell the lie.
The suffragette turned her face from him. She had cried away all her
vanity. Her hair was lamentable, her small plain eyes were smaller than
ever, and her nose was the only pink thing in her face.
“I’m very morbid,” she said. “And that at any rate is not your fault.”
“Don’t let’s think either about you or me,” said the gardener, and it
would have been wise had he meant it. “We have all our lives to do that
in, and it is a pity to do it in the Bay. When one’s feeling weak, it’s
easier to fight the world than to fight oneself.”
The suffragette was a grey thing, a snake-soul. To the eye of a grey
soul there is something forbidding about the many colours of the
universe, and you will always know snake-people by their defensive
attitude. It is an immensely lonely thing to be a snake, to have that
tortuous spirit, with no limbs for contact with the earth. And yet the
compensation is most generous, for there are few joys like the joy of
knowing yourself alone.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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