London (England) -- Fiction; Satire; Suffragists -- Fiction
The priest, in the dark, found some one clinging round his knees. A
woman—a little woman—wrapped so tightly in a cloak that she looked like
a mummy. Her face was grey, and her lips looked dark. Her hair lay dank
and low upon her brow, and yet seemed as if it should have been wildly
on end about her head. The whole of her looked horribly restrained—bound
with chains—and her eyes, which should have given the key to the
entreaty which she embodied, were tightly shut. For five seconds the
priest tried to run away. But she held him round the knees and cried,
“Save me, save me!”
Nobody had ever come to the priest with such a preposterous request
before.
“Let me go, my good woman,” he said, audibly keeping his head. “Be calm,
let me beg you to be calm.”
She let him go. But she was not calm.
It was very late, and the deck-chairs had been folded up and stacked. As
the woman would not rise to the priest’s level, he saw nothing for it
but to sink to hers. They sat upon the deck side by side. He felt that
it was not dignified, but there was nobody looking. And otherwise, he
began to feel in his element. Here was a soul literally shrieking to be
saved.
“What is it? Tell me. You have sinned?” he asked.
“Certainly not,” replied the woman in a hard thin voice. “I have never
deserved what I’ve got. It seems to me that it’s God who has sinned.”
“Hush, be calm,” the priest jerked out. “Be calm and tell me what has
upset you so much.”
The woman began to laugh. Her laughter was absurdly impossible, like
frozen fire. It lasted for some time, and the world seemed to wait on
tiptoe for it to stop. It was too much for the priest’s nerves, and for
his own sake he gripped her arm to make her stop. She was silent at
once. The grip had been what she needed.
“Now tell me,” said the priest.
She paused a little while, and seemed trying to swallow her hysteria.
When she spoke it was in a sane, though trembling voice. “I am not
Church of England, sir, but you being a man of God, so to speak, I
thought ... I am suffering—terribly. There’s something gnawing at my
breast ... I’ve prayed to God, sir; I’ve prayed until I’ve fainted with
the pain of kneeling upright. But he never took no notice. I think he’s
mistaken me for a damned soul ... before my time. Why, I could see God
smiling, I could, and the pain grew worse. I’ve been a good woman in my
time; I’ve done my duty. But God smiled to see me hurt. So I prayed to
the Devil—I’d never have believed it three months ago. I prayed for
hell-fire rather than this. The pain grew worse....”
“Have you seen the doctor?”
“Oh, yes. And he said the sea-voyage would do me good. He couldn’t do
nothing.”
“Poor soul!” said the priest, and found to his surprise that he was
inadequate to the occasion. “Poor soul, what can I say? It is, alas,
woman’s part to suffer in this world. Your reward is in heaven. You must
pin your faith still to the efficacy of prayer. You cannot have prayed
in the right spirit.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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