There are things in dreams very awful, which would not be at all so in
waking; quite witless and aimless things, which at the time were of
such baleful effect that it remains forever. I remember dreaming when
I was quite a small boy, not more than ten years old, a dream which
is vivider in my mind now than anything that happened at the time.
I suppose it came remotely from my reading of certain Tales of the
Grotesque and the Arabesque, which had just then fallen into my hands;
and it involved simply an action of the fire-company in the little town
where I lived. They were working the brakes of the old fire-engine,
which would seldom respond to their efforts, and as their hands rose
and fell they set up the heart-shaking and soul-desolating cry of “Arms
Poe, arms Poe, arms Poe!” This and nothing more was the body of my
horror; and if the reader is not moved by it the fault is his and not
mine; for I can assure him that nothing in my experience has been more
dreadful to me.
I can hardly except the dismaying apparition of a clown, whom I once
saw, somewhat later in life, rise through the air in a sitting posture,
and float lightly over the house-roof, snapping his fingers, and
vaguely smiling, while the antennæ on his forehead, which clowns have
in common with some other insects, nodded elastically. I do not know
why this portent should have been so terrifying, or indeed that it was
a portent at all, for nothing ever came of it; what I know is that it
was to the last degree threatening and awful. I never got anything but
joy out of the circuses where this dream must have originated, but the
pantomime of Don Giovanni, which I saw at the theatre, was as grewsome
to me waking as it was to me dreaming. The statue of the Commendatore,
in getting down from his horse to pursue the wicked hero (I think
that is what he gets down for), set an example by which a long line
of statues afterwards profited in my dreams. For many years, and I do
not know but quite up to the time when I adopted burglars as the theme
of my nightmares, I was almost always chased by a marble statue with
an uplifted arm, and almost always I ran along the verge of a pond to
escape it. I believe that I got this pond out of my remote childhood,
and that it may have been a fish-pond embowered by weeping-willows
which I used to admire in the door-yard of a neighbor. I have somehow
a greater respect for the material of this earlier nightmare than I
have for that of the later ones, and no doubt the reader will agree
with me that it is much more romantic to be pursued by a statue than
to be threatened by burglars. It is but a few hours ago, however, that
I saved myself from these inveterate enemies by waking up just in
time for breakfast. They did not come with that light of dark-lanterns
shining under the door, or I should have known them at once, and not
had so much bother; but they intimated their presence in the catch of
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