“Come, come,” said Montague, mistaking the source of his emotions, “you
must not give way. What is it, after all, but a pack of dreams and
nonsense; or, at worst, the practices of a scheming rascal that enjoys
his power of playing upon your nerves, and loves to exert it—a sneaking
vagabond that owes you a grudge, and pays it off this way, not daring to
try a more manly one.”
“A grudge, indeed, he owes me—you say rightly,” said Barton, with a
sudden shudder; “a grudge as you call it. Oh, my God! when the justice
of Heaven permits the Evil one to carry out a scheme of vengeance—when
its execution is committed to the lost and terrible victim of sin, who
owes his own ruin to the man, the very man, whom he is commissioned to
pursue—then, indeed, the torments and terrors of hell are anticipated
on earth. But heaven has dealt mercifully with me—hope has opened to me
at last; and if death could come without the dreadful sight I am doomed
to see, I would gladly close my eyes this moment upon the world. But
though death is welcome, I shrink with an agony you cannot
understand—an actual frenzy of terror—from the last encounter with
that—that demon, who has drawn me thus to the verge of the chasm, and
who is himself to plunge me down. I am to see him again—once more—but
under circumstances unutterably more terrific than ever.”
As Barton thus spoke, he trembled so violently that Montague was really
alarmed at the extremity of his sudden agitation, and hastened to lead
him back to the topic which had before seemed to exert so tranquillizing
an effect upon his mind.
“It was not a dream,” he said, after a time; “I was in a different
state—I felt differently and strangely; and yet it was all as real, as
clear, and vivid, as what I now see and hear—it was a reality.”
“And what _did_ you see and hear?” urged his companion.
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