“When I wakened from the swoon I fell into on seeing _him_,” said
Barton, continuing as if he had not heard the question, “it was slowly,
very slowly—I was lying by the margin of a broad lake, with misty hills
all round, and a soft, melancholy, rose-coloured light illuminated it
all. It was unusually sad and lonely, and yet more beautiful than any
earthly scene. My head was leaning on the lap of a girl, and she was
singing a song, that told, I know not how—whether by words or
harmonies—of all my life—all that is past, and all that is still to
come; and with the song the old feelings that I thought had perished
within me came back, and tears flowed from my eyes—partly for the song
and its mysterious beauty, and partly for the unearthly sweetness of
her voice; and yet I knew the voice—oh! how well; and I was spell-bound
as I listened and looked at the solitary scene, without stirring, almost
without breathing—and, alas! alas! without turning my eyes toward the
face that I knew was near me, so sweetly powerful was the enchantment
that held me. And so, slowly, the song and scene grew fainter, and
fainter, to my senses, till all was dark and still again. And then I
awoke to this world, as you saw, comforted, for I knew that I was
forgiven much.” Barton wept again long and bitterly.
From this time, as we have said, the prevailing tone of his mind was one
of profound and tranquil melancholy. This, however, was not without its
interruptions. He was thoroughly impressed with the conviction that he
was to experience another and a final visitation, transcending in horror
all he had before experienced. From this anticipated and unknown agony,
he often shrank in such paroxysms of abject terror and distraction, as
filled the whole household with dismay and superstitious panic. Even
those among them who affected to discredit the theory of preternatural
agency, were often in their secret souls visited during the silence of
night with qualms and apprehensions, which they would not have readily
confessed; and none of them attempted to dissuade Barton from the
resolution on which he now systematically acted, of shutting himself up
in his own apartment. The window-blinds of this room were kept jealously
down; and his own man was seldom out of his presence, day or night, his
bed being placed in the same chamber.
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