If I try to explain what kept me a whole four weeks from accepting Miss
Rossano's invitation to call upon her at the house of her aunt, Lady
Rollinson, I am not at all sure that I shall succeed; I can say quite
truly that there was not a waking hour in all that time in which she
did not occupy my mind. Every morning I resolved that I would make the
promised call, and every day dwindled into midnight without my having
done it. I need not say that I was by this time aware of the condition
of my heart. I ridiculed myself without avail, and tried to despise
myself as a feather-headed fellow who had become a woman's captive at
a glance. It was certainly not her wealth and my poverty which kept me
away from her, for I never gave that matter a single thought--nor
should I at any time in my life have regarded money as an inducement
to marriage, or the want of it as a bar. It was no exalted idea of
her birth as compared with mine, for I am one of the Fyffes of
Dumbartonshire, and there is as good blood in my veins as flows from the
heart of any Italian that ever wore a head. The plain fact, so far as
I can make myself plain, is that I had already determined to win Miss
Rossano for myself if I could, and that I felt that she deserved to be
approached with delicacy and reserve. I knew all the while that I
might be wasting chances, and I endured a good deal of trouble on that
account. But four whole weeks went by before I ventured to obey her
invitation to call, and by that time I was sore afraid that she had
forgotten all about me.
It was Lady Rollinson herself who received me; a fat and comfortable
lady of something more than fifty, as I should judge, though it is a
perilous thing for a man to be meddling with guesses at a lady's age.
She looked as if she could enjoy a good dinner, and as if she liked to
have things soft and cosey about her; but in spite of that, she wore a
countenance of pronounced kindliness, and received me, so to speak, with
open arms. Her son, Jack, had inspired her with all manner of absurd
beliefs about me, and she praised me to my face about my courage until
I felt inclined to prove it by running away from an old woman. I
assured her of what was actually the fact, that Jack's rescue was a very
ordinary business, and accompanied by very little danger to myself; but
this set her praising my modesty (which has never been my strong point),
and I thought it best to turn the conversation. I ventured to hope that
Miss Rossano was well.
“I am very sorry to tell you,” said Lady Rollinson, “that Miss Rossano
is very unwell indeed. She has been greatly upset this morning. We have
had the strangest news, and I don't know whether we ought to believe it
or not. I don't think I have ever been so flustered in my life; and as
for Violet, poor dear, it's no wonder that she's disturbed by it, for
she's one of the tenderest-hearted girls in the world, and the idea that
she has been happy all the time is quite enough to kill anybody, I am
sure.”
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