If I had never seen that pencilled scrap of paper, I should have had
no belief in Brunow's story. But though he was a romancer to his finger
tips, and as irresponsible as a baby, I had never known him to take the
least trouble to bolster up any of his inventions, or to show the least
shame when he was discovered in a lie. I am told that people who suffer
from kleptomania cannot be taught to be ashamed of stealing, though
even a dog has grace enough to be abashed if you catch him in an act of
dishonesty. I have met in my lifetime two or three men like Brunow, who
lie without temptation, and who do not feel disgraced when detected.
For once I could not help believing him, and his story stuck in my mind
in a very disagreeable way, for Miss Rossano fairly haunted me, and
anything which was associated with her had an importance in my eyes. It
was a hard thing to think that such a living tragedy should be so close
to a creature so young and bright and happy. I praised Brunow in my
own mind for his sensible resolution to keep the secret of her father's
existence from her, but I was constantly thinking whether there might
not be some possibility of setting the prisoner free. If I had been a
rich man I could see quite enough chance of adventure to tempt me to the
enterprise. I hated the Austrian rule with all my heart and soul, as at
that time the Austrian rule deserved that every freeborn Englishman
should hate it. The thought of Italian independence set my blood on
fire, and I would as soon have fought for that cause as for any in the
world.
I don't care to talk much about my own character, but I have often
laughed to hear myself spoken of as a man whose life has been guided by
romantic considerations. If I know anything about myself at all it is
that I am severely practical. I could not even think of so far-away an
enterprise as the attempted rescue of the count, a thing which, at the
time, I was altogether unlikely and unable to attempt, without taking
account of all the pros and cons, so, far as I could see them. In my own
mind I laid special stress on the friendly attendant mentioned in the
count's brief and pathetic letter. I felt sure that if I only had money
enough to make that fellow feel safe about his future, I could have got
the prisoner away. For in my own practical, hard-headed way I had got at
the maps of the country and had studied the roads and had read up every
line I could find.
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