But she could none the less, even after a month, scarce have told if
the gentlemen who came in with him recurred or changed; and this in
spite of the fact that they too were always posting and wiring, smoking
in her face and signing or not signing. The gentlemen who came in with
him were nothing when he was there. They turned up alone at other
times—then only perhaps with a dim richness of reference. He himself,
absent as well as present, was all. He was very tall, very fair, and
had, in spite of his thick preoccupations, a good-humour that was
exquisite, particularly as it so often had the effect of keeping him
on. He could have reached over anybody, and anybody—no matter who—would
have let him; but he was so extraordinarily kind that he quite
pathetically waited, never waggling things at her out of his turn nor
saying “Here!” with horrid sharpness. He waited for pottering old
ladies, for gaping slaveys, for the perpetual Buttonses from Thrupp’s;
and the thing in all this that she would have liked most unspeakably to
put to the test was the possibility of her having for him a personal
identity that might in a particular way appeal. There were moments when
he actually struck her as on her side, as arranging to help, to
support, to spare her.
But such was the singular spirit of our young friend that she could
remind herself with a pang that when people had awfully good
manners—people of that class,—you couldn’t tell. These manners were for
everybody, and it might be drearily unavailing for any poor particular
body to be overworked and unusual. What he did take for granted was all
sorts of facility; and his high pleasantness, his relighting of
cigarettes while he waited, his unconscious bestowal of opportunities,
of boons, of blessings, were all a part of his splendid security, the
instinct that told him there was nothing such an existence as his could
ever lose by. He was somehow all at once very bright and very grave,
very young and immensely complete; and whatever he was at any moment it
was always as much as all the rest the mere bloom of his beatitude. He
was sometimes Everard, as he had been at the Hôtel Brighton, and he was
sometimes Captain Everard. He was sometimes Philip with his surname and
sometimes Philip without it. In some directions he was merely Phil, in
others he was merely Captain. There were relations in which he was none
of these things, but a quite different person—“the Count.” There were
several friends for whom he was William. There were several for whom,
in allusion perhaps to his complexion, he was “the Pink ‘Un.” Once,
once only by good luck, he had, coinciding comically, quite
miraculously, with another person also near to her, been “Mudge.” Yes,
whatever he was, it was a part of his happiness—whatever he was and
probably whatever he wasn’t. And his happiness was a part—it became so
little by little—of something that, almost from the first of her being
at Cocker’s, had been deeply with the girl.
CHAPTER V.
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