Meanwhile, since irritation sometimes relieved her, the betrothed of
Mr. Mudge found herself indebted to that admirer for amounts of it
perfectly proportioned to her fidelity. She always walked with him on
Sundays, usually in the Regent’s Park, and quite often, once or twice a
month he took her, in the Strand or thereabouts, to see a piece that
was having a run. The productions he always preferred were the really
good ones—Shakespeare, Thompson or some funny American thing; which, as
it also happened that she hated vulgar plays, gave him ground for what
was almost the fondest of his approaches, the theory that their tastes
were, blissfully, just the same. He was for ever reminding her of that,
rejoicing over it and being affectionate and wise about it. There were
times when she wondered how in the world she could “put up with” him,
how she could put up with any man so smugly unconscious of the
immensity of her difference. It was just for this difference that, if
she was to be liked at all, she wanted to be liked, and if that was not
the source of Mr. Mudge’s admiration, she asked herself what on earth
_could_ be? She was not different only at one point, she was different
all round; unless perhaps indeed in being practically human, which her
mind just barely recognised that he also was. She would have made
tremendous concessions in other quarters: there was no limit for
instance to those she would have made to Captain Everard; but what I
have named was the most she was prepared to do for Mr. Mudge. It was
because _he_ was different that, in the oddest way, she liked as well
as deplored him; which was after all a proof that the disparity, should
they frankly recognise it, wouldn’t necessarily be fatal. She felt
that, oleaginous—too oleaginous—as he was, he was somehow comparatively
primitive: she had once, during the portion of his time at Cocker’s
that had overlapped her own, seen him collar a drunken soldier, a big
violent man who, having come in with a mate to get a postal-order
cashed, had made a grab at the money before his friend could reach it
and had so determined, among the hams and cheeses and the lodgers from
Thrupp’s, immediate and alarming reprisals, a scene of scandal and
consternation. Mr. Buckton and the counter-clerk had crouched within
the cage, but Mr. Mudge had, with a very quiet but very quick step
round the counter, an air of masterful authority she shouldn’t soon
forget, triumphantly interposed in the scrimmage, parted the combatants
and shaken the delinquent in his skin. She had been proud of him at
that moment, and had felt that if their affair had not already been
settled the neatness of his execution would have left her without
resistance.
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