She had, none the less, to give her mind steadily to what Mr. Mudge had
again written her about, the idea of her applying for a transfer to an
office quite similar—she couldn’t yet hope for a place in a
bigger—under the very roof where he was foreman, so that, dangled
before her every minute of the day, he should see her, as he called it,
“hourly,” and in a part, the far N.W. district, where, with her mother,
she would save on their two rooms alone nearly three shillings. It
would be far from dazzling to exchange Mayfair for Chalk Farm, and it
wore upon her much that he could never drop a subject; still, it didn’t
wear as things _had_ worn, the worries of the early times of their
great misery, her own, her mother’s and her elder sister’s—the last of
whom had succumbed to all but absolute want when, as conscious and
incredulous ladies, suddenly bereft, betrayed, overwhelmed, they had
slipped faster and faster down the steep slope at the bottom of which
she alone had rebounded. Her mother had never rebounded any more at the
bottom than on the way; had only rumbled and grumbled down and down,
making, in respect of caps, topics and “habits,” no effort
whatever—which simply meant smelling much of the time of whiskey.
CHAPTER II.
It was always rather quiet at Cocker’s while the contingent from
Ladle’s and Thrupp’s and all the other great places were at luncheon,
or, as the young men used vulgarly to say, while the animals were
feeding. She had forty minutes in advance of this to go home for her
own dinner; and when she came back and one of the young men took his
turn there was often half an hour during which she could pull out a bit
of work or a book—a book from the place where she borrowed novels, very
greasy, in fine print and all about fine folks, at a ha’penny a day.
This sacred pause was one of the numerous ways in which the
establishment kept its finger on the pulse of fashion and fell into the
rhythm of the larger life. It had something to do, one day, with the
particular flare of importance of an arriving customer, a lady whose
meals were apparently irregular, yet whom she was destined, she
afterwards found, not to forget. The girl was _blasée;_ nothing could
belong more, as she perfectly knew, to the intense publicity of her
profession; but she had a whimsical mind and wonderful nerves; she was
subject, in short, to sudden flickers of antipathy and sympathy, red
gleams in the grey, fitful needs to notice and to “care,” odd caprices
of curiosity. She had a friend who had invented a new career for
women—that of being in and out of people’s houses to look after the
flowers. Mrs. Jordan had a manner of her own of sounding this allusion;
“the flowers,” on her lips, were, in fantastic places, in happy homes,
as usual as the coals or the daily papers. She took charge of them, at
any rate, in all the rooms, at so much a month, and people were quickly
finding out what it was to make over this strange burden of the
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