There was accordingly a sense in which, at such a period, the great
differences of the human condition could press upon her more than ever;
a circumstance drawing fresh force in truth from the very fact of the
chance that at last, for a change, did squarely meet her—the chance to
be “off,” for a bit, almost as far as anybody. They took their turns in
the cage as they took them both in the shop and at Chalk Farm; she had
known these two months that time was to be allowed in September—no less
than eleven days—for her personal private holiday. Much of her recent
intercourse with Mr. Mudge had consisted of the hopes and fears,
expressed mainly by himself, involved in the question of their getting
the same dates—a question that, in proportion as the delight seemed
assured, spread into a sea of speculation over the choice of where and
how. All through July, on the Sunday evenings and at such other odd
times as he could seize, he had flooded their talk with wild waves of
calculation. It was practically settled that, with her mother,
somewhere “on the south coast” (a phrase of which she liked the sound)
they should put in their allowance together; but she already felt the
prospect quite weary and worn with the way he went round and round on
it. It had become his sole topic, the theme alike of his most solemn
prudences and most placid jests, to which every opening led for return
and revision and in which every little flower of a foretaste was pulled
up as soon as planted. He had announced at the earliest
day—characterising the whole business, from that moment, as their
“plans,” under which name he handled it as a Syndicate handles a
Chinese or other Loan—he had promptly declared that the question must
be thoroughly studied, and he produced, on the whole subject, from day
to day, an amount of information that excited her wonder and even, not
a little, as she frankly let him know, her disdain. When she thought of
the danger in which another pair of lovers rapturously lived she
enquired of him anew why he could leave nothing to chance. Then she got
for answer that this profundity was just his pride, and he pitted
Ramsgate against Bournemouth and even Boulogne against Jersey—for he
had great ideas—with all the mastery of detail that was some day,
professionally, to carry him afar.
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