The longer the time since she had seen Captain Everard the more she was
booked, as she called it, to pass Park Chambers; and this was the sole
amusement that in the lingering August days and the twilights sadly
drawn out it was left her to cultivate. She had long since learned to
know it for a feeble one, though its feebleness was perhaps scarce the
reason for her saying to herself each evening as her time for departure
approached: “No, no—not to-night.” She never failed of that silent
remark, any more than she failed of feeling, in some deeper place than
she had even yet fully sounded, that one’s remarks were as weak as
straws and that, however one might indulge in them at eight o’clock,
one’s fate infallibly declared itself in absolute indifference to them
at about eight-fifteen. Remarks were remarks, and very well for that;
but fate was fate, and this young lady’s was to pass Park Chambers
every night in the working week. Out of the immensity of her knowledge
of the life of the world there bloomed on these occasions as specific
remembrance that it was regarded in that region, in August and
September, as rather pleasant just to be caught for something or other
in passing through town. Somebody was always passing and somebody might
catch somebody else. It was in full cognisance of this subtle law that
she adhered to the most ridiculous circuit she could have made to get
home. One warm dull featureless Friday, when an accident had made her
start from Cocker’s a little later than usual, she became aware that
something of which the infinite possibilities had for so long peopled
her dreams was at last prodigiously upon her, though the perfection in
which the conditions happened to present it was almost rich enough to
be but the positive creation of a dream. She saw, straight before her,
like a vista painted in a picture, the empty street and the lamps that
burned pale in the dusk not yet established. It was into the
convenience of this quiet twilight that a gentleman on the doorstep of
the Chambers gazed with a vagueness that our young lady’s little figure
violently trembled, in the approach, with the measure of its power to
dissipate. Everything indeed grew in a flash terrific and distinct; her
old uncertainties fell away from her, and, since she was so familiar
with fate, she felt as if the very nail that fixed it were driven in by
the hard look with which, for a moment, Captain Everard awaited her.
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