He had a lodging in another house, where he had speedily learned the
importance of keeping his eyes open, and he made no secret of his
suspecting that sinister mutual connivances might spring, under the
roof of his companions, from unnatural sociabilities. At the same time
he fully recognised that as a source of anxiety, not to say of expense,
his future mother-in law would have weighted them more by accompanying
their steps than by giving her hostess, in the interest of the tendency
they considered that they never mentioned, equivalent pledges as to the
tea-caddy and the jam-pot. These were the questions—these indeed the
familiar commodities—that he had now to put into the scales; and his
betrothed had in consequence, during her holiday, the odd and yet
pleasant and almost languid sense of an anticlimax. She had become
conscious of an extraordinary collapse, a surrender to stillness and to
retrospect. She cared neither to walk nor to sail; it was enough for
her to sit on benches and wonder at the sea and taste the air and not
be at Cocker’s and not see the counter-clerk. She still seemed to wait
for something—something in the key of the immense discussions that had
mapped out their little week of idleness on the scale of a world-atlas.
Something came at last, but without perhaps appearing quite adequately
to crown the monument.
Preparation and precaution were, however, the natural flowers of Mr.
Mudge’s mind, and in proportion as these things declined in one quarter
they inevitably bloomed elsewhere. He could always, at the worst, have
on Tuesday the project of their taking the Swanage boat on Thursday,
and on Thursday that of their ordering minced kidneys on Saturday. He
had moreover a constant gift of inexorable enquiry as to where and what
they should have gone and have done if they hadn’t been exactly as they
were. He had in short his resources, and his mistress had never been so
conscious of them; on the other hand they never interfered so little
with her own. She liked to be as she was—if it could only have lasted.
She could accept even without bitterness a rigour of economy so great
that the little fee they paid for admission to the pier had to be
balanced against other delights. The people at Ladle’s and at Thrupp’s
had _their_ ways of amusing themselves, whereas she had to sit and hear
Mr. Mudge talk of what he might do if he didn’t take a bath, or of the
bath he might take if he only hadn’t taken something else. He was
always with her now, of course, always beside her; she saw him more
than “hourly,” more than ever yet, more even than he had planned she
should do at Chalk Farm. She preferred to sit at the far end, away from
the band and the crowd; as to which she had frequent differences with
her friend, who reminded her often that they could have only in the
thick of it the sense of the money they were getting back. That had
little effect on her, for she got back her money by seeing many things,
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