the things of the past year, fall together and connect themselves,
undergo the happy relegation that transforms melancholy and misery,
passion and effort, into experience and knowledge.
She liked having done with them, as she assured herself she had
practically done, and the strange thing was that she neither missed the
procession now nor wished to keep her place for it. It had become
there, in the sun and the breeze and the sea-smell, a far-away story, a
picture of another life. If Mr. Mudge himself liked processions, liked
them at Bournemouth and on the pier quite as much as at Chalk Farm or
anywhere, she learned after a little not to be worried by his perpetual
counting of the figures that made them up. There were dreadful women in
particular, usually fat and in men’s caps and write shoes, whom he
could never let alone—not that _she_ cared; it was not the great world,
the world of Cocker’s and Ladle’s and Thrupp’s, but it offered an
endless field to his faculties of memory, philosophy, and frolic. She
had never accepted him so much, never arranged so successfully for
making him chatter while she carried on secret conversations. This
separate commerce was with herself; and if they both practised a great
thrift she had quite mastered that of merely spending words enough to
keep him imperturbably and continuously going.
He was charmed with the panorama, not knowing—or at any rate not at all
showing that he knew—what far other images peopled her mind than the
women in the navy caps and the shop-boys in the blazers. His
observations on these types, his general interpretation of the show,
brought home to her the prospect of Chalk Farm. She wondered sometimes
that he should have derived so little illumination, during his period,
from the society at Cocker’s. But one evening while their holiday
cloudlessly waned he gave her such a proof of his quality as might have
made her ashamed of her many suppressions. He brought out something
that, in all his overflow, he had been able to keep back till other
matters were disposed of. It was the announcement that he was at last
ready to marry—that he saw his way. A rise at Chalk Farm had been
offered him; he was to be taken into the business, bringing with him a
capital the estimation of which by other parties constituted the
handsomest recognition yet made of the head on his shoulders. Therefore
their waiting was over—it could be a question of a near date. They
would settle this date before going back, and he meanwhile had his eye
on a sweet little home. He would take her to see it on their first
Sunday.
CHAPTER XIX.
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