How warmly, with what grateful love, one thinks of Henry James. How
difficult to imagine anyone riper in wisdom, in kindliness, in wit;
greater of affection; more generous of friendship. And his talk, his
wonderful talk,--even more wonderful than his books. If only he had had
a Boswell! I did ask him one day, in a courageous after-dinner mood, if
he wouldn't take me on as his Boswell; a Boswell so deeply devoted that
perhaps qualifications for the post would grow through sheer admiration.
I told him--my courageous levity was not greater on that occasion than
his patience--that I would disguise myself as a man; or better still,
not being quite big enough to make a plausible man and unlikely to grow
any more except, it might be hoped, in grace, I would be an elderly
boy; that I would rise up early and sit up late and learn shorthand and
do anything in the world, if only I might trot about after him taking
notes--the strange pair we should have made! And the judgment he passed
on that reckless suggestion, after considering its impudence with much
working about of his extraordinary mobile mouth, delivering his verdict
with a weight of pretended self-depreciation intended to crush me
speechless,--which it did for nearly a whole second--was: 'Dear lady, it
would be like the slow squeezing out of a big empty sponge.'
_August 9th._
This little wooden house, clinging on to the side of the mountain by its
eyelashes, or rather by its eyebrows, for it has enormous eaves to
protect it from being smothered in winter in snow that look exactly like
overhanging eyebrows,--is so much cramped up for room to stand on that
the garden along the edge of the rock isn't much bigger than a
handkerchief.
It is a strip of grass, tended with devotion by Antoine, whose pride it
is that it should be green when all the other grass on the slopes round
us up the mountain and down the mountain are parched pale gold; which
leads him to spend most of his evening hours watering it. There is a low
wall along the edge to keep one from tumbling over, for if one did
tumble over it wouldn't be nice for the people walking about in the
valley five thousand feet below, and along this wall is the narrow
ribbon of the only flowers that will put up with us.
They aren't many. There are the delphiniums, and some pansies and some
pinks, and a great many purple irises. The irises were just over when I
first got here, but judging from the crowds of flower-stalks they must
have been very beautiful. There is only one flower left; exquisite and
velvety and sun-warmed to kiss--which I do diligently, for one must kiss
something--and with that adorable honey-smell that is the very smell of
summer.
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