That's all in the garden. It isn't much, written down, but you should
just see it. Oh yes--I forgot. Round the corner, scrambling up the wall
that protects the house in the early spring from avalanches, are crimson
ramblers, brilliant against the intense blue of the sky. Crimson
ramblers are, I know, ordinary things, but you should just see them. It
is the colour of the sky that makes them so astonishing here. Yes--and I
forgot the lilies that Antoine's _maman_ gave him. They are near the
front door, and next to them is a patch of lavender in full flower now,
and all day long on each of its spikes is poised miraculously something
that looks like a tiny radiant angel, but that flutters up into the sun
when I go near and is a white butterfly. Antoine must have put in the
lavender. It used not to be there. But I don't ask him because of what
he might tell me it is really for, and I couldn't bear to have that
patch of sheer loveliness, with the little shining things hovering over
it, explained as a _remède_ for something horrid.
If I could paint I would sit all day and paint; as I can't I try to get
down on paper what I see. It gives me pleasure. It is somehow
companionable. I wouldn't, I think, do this if I were not alone. I would
probably exhaust myself and my friend pointing out the beauty.
The garden, it will be seen, as gardens go, is pathetic in its smallness
and want of variety. Possessors of English gardens, with those immense
wonderful herbaceous borders and skilfully arranged processions of
flowers, might conceivably sniff at it. Let them. I love it. And, if it
were smaller still, if it were shrunk to a single plant with a single
flower on it, it would perhaps only enchant me the more, for then I
would concentrate on that one beauty and not be distracted by the
feeling that does distract me here, that while I am looking one way I am
missing what is going on in other directions. Those beasts in
Revelations--the ones full of eyes before and behind--I wish I had been
constructed on liberal principles like that.
But one really hardly wants a garden here where God does so much. It is
like Italy in that way, and an old wooden box of pansies or a pot of
lilies stuck anywhere, in a window, on the end of a wall, is enough;
composing instantly with what is so beautifully there already, the
light, the colour, the shapes of the mountains. Really, where God does
it all for you just a yard or two arranged in your way is enough; enough
to assert your independence, and to show a proper determination to make
something of your own.
_August 10th._
I don't know when it is most beautiful up here,--in the morning, when
the heat lies along the valley in delicate mists, and the folded
mountains, one behind the other, grow dimmer and dimmer beyond sight,
swooning away through tender gradations of violets and greys, or at
night when I look over the edge of the terrace and see the lights in the
valley shimmering as though they were reflected in water.
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