These larches are at the very end of a long tongue into which the
mountain one started on has somehow separated, and it is under them that
one eats one's dinner of hard boiled egg and bread and butter, and sits
staring, while one does so, in much astonishment at the view. For it is
an incredibly beautiful view from here, of an entirely different range
of mountains from the one seen from my terrace; and the valley, with its
twisting, tiny silver thread that I know is a great rushing river, has
strange, abrupt, isolated hills scattered over it that appear each to
have a light and colour of its own, with no relation to the light and
colour of the mountains.
When first I happened on this place the building of my house had already
been started, and it was too late to run to the architect and say: Here
and here only will I live. But I did for a wild moment, so great was the
beauty I had found, hope that perhaps Swiss houses might be like those
Norwegian ones one reads about that take to pieces and can be put up
again somewhere else when you've got bored, and I remember scrambling
back hastily in heat and excitement to ask him whether this were so.
He said it wasn't; and seemed even a little ruffled, if so calm a man
were capable of ruffling, that I should suppose he would build anything
that could come undone.
'This house,' he said, pointing at the hopeless-looking mass that
ultimately became so adorable, 'is built for posterity. It is on a rock,
and will partake of the same immovability.'
And when I told him of the place I had found, the exquisite place, more
beautiful than a dream and a hundred times more beautiful than the place
we had started building on, he, being a native of the district, hardy on
his legs on Sundays and accordingly acquainted with every inch of ground
within twenty miles, told me that it was so remote from villages, so
inaccessible by any road, that it was suited as a habitation only to
goats.
'Only goats,' he said with finality, waving his hand, 'could dwell
there, and for goats I do not build.'
So that my excitement cooled down before the inevitable, and I have
lived to be very glad the house is where it is and not where, for a few
wild hours, I wanted it; for now I can go to the other when I am in a
beauty mood and see it every time with fresh wonder, while if I lived
there I would have got used to it long ago, and my ardour been, like
other ardours, turned by possession into complacency. Or, to put it a
little differently, the house here is like an amiable wife to whom it is
comfortable to come back for meals and sleeping purposes, and the other
is a secret love, to be visited only on the crest of an ecstasy.
To-day I took a hard boiled egg and some bread and butter, and visited
my secret love.
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